Dreams of aliens or other worlds

michael59

Celestial
Is this the infinity sign you mention?

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There was a period of time where I was pretty much obsessed with drawing that sign.
 

coubob

Celestial
There for a long time i was having dreams about aliens,Than they quit along with my night abductions, last time was when i woke up to find a grey over my wife. the dreams were just getting good too, and i kinda miss them.weird saying that. If they were actually dreams.
 

k

Honorable
Michael59, please clarify what do you mean?
That symbol is exactly what I'm writing about. Only relatively recently the fashion for this symbol had passed in Russia. How many people have a tatoo with this symbol now! How many jewels from China I saw! It was also extensively used in social networks. I don't know who has defined this mode, but I also saw many logo of the companies with this symbol. There was an impression that if you put this on the logo, you will have a big proceeds. So foolishly looking if you know the origins... Have you noticed anything in your countries?
 

michael59

Celestial
Michael59, please clarify what do you mean?
That symbol is exactly what I'm writing about. Only relatively recently the fashion for this symbol had passed in Russia. How many people have a tatoo with this symbol now! How many jewels from China I saw! It was also extensively used in social networks. I don't know who has defined this mode, but I also saw many logo of the companies with this symbol. There was an impression that if you put this on the logo, you will have a big proceeds. So foolishly looking if you know the origins... Have you noticed anything in your countries?

I've been dealing with extraterrestrial beings pretty much my entire life. I was a teenager, still in high school, around age 16/17 when I remember that sign somehow grabbing my attention. I don't remember how or why it drew my attention. I drew it on everything. Books, papers, binders, notes, even just scraps of paper I found laying around.



I'm older now. I'll be 60 next month. I live in Canada. I don't go out much and I don't watch TV or read/watch news anymore. So, no, I have not noticed it used as a logo on social media or businesses here. Not sure what else to tell you. But, quite open to answering any questions you may have.
 

coubob

Celestial
Journey albums , infinity, evolution, departure all had the infinity symbol. the symbol i`ve been seeing alot of lately on tv is
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k

Honorable
michael59, I get the impression that you know that the infinity symbol is related the aliens since you were 16/17. Or you are beginning to think so literally some time ago? I don't see any reason to countermand your obsession whith this simbol, because it is so simple and convenient, but I can't understand your train of thought. Probably you already have been writing about your experience of communicating with aliens on that forum. Could you give me the link, please?
 

michael59

Celestial
michael59, I get the impression that you know that the infinity symbol is related the aliens since you were 16/17. Or you are beginning to think so literally some time ago? I don't see any reason to countermand your obsession whith this simbol, because it is so simple and convenient, but I can't understand your train of thought. Probably you already have been writing about your experience of communicating with aliens on that forum. Could you give me the link, please?

Not really a link available. Like you, I just respond to people who are going through what I have gone through. For some reason, I can usually tell who is speaking the truth and not just seeking attention.

I know you are speaking the truth. I have been where you are in life right now and it's a lonely scary place. At first, friends and family members try to be supportive but, after awhile, they drift away. They don't want to discuss it anymore. They want to move on. I didn't/don't have that luxury because it's still happening. I honestly believe if it was a man (human being) stalking me, I'd have a hell of a lot more support. Authorities would at the very least take my statement and investigate further.

What do you need, kbarannikova? If you're searching for concrete evidence that you can present to authorities or any kind of support from police or government officials, that's not going to happen.

If you are looking for like minded people that will not judge or ridicule you for sharing what you are going through, you found them here. I'm not trying to be cryptic or secretive in any way. I just don't want to frighten you or discourage any efforts or methods that you may be trying. This is why I ask, what do you need?

Do you need me to recount some of my own abduction experiences? If so what kind are you looking for? Ones where medical experiments were involved? Ones where mind games were played? Ones where I was in a lucid state or in a hypnotic dream state?

I honestly have no further information regarding the infinity sign other than to say that the obsession to draw it lasted about 6 months to a year and then it was forgotten about until you mentioned it.

Please tell me what you need.
 

k

Honorable
I'm sorry, but I need to ask you for a pause in dialogue. It will be necessary for me to run a few errands into the place where no Internet. I will reply on Monday. Until then, michael59, please, give me an answer to just one question into my personal messages. What's the most common alien's language word for 'Friend'?
 

michael59

Celestial
I'm sorry, but I need to ask you for a pause in dialogue. It will be necessary for me to run a few errands into the place where no Internet. I will reply on Monday. Until then, michael59, please, give me an answer to just one question into my personal messages. What's the most common alien's language word for 'Friend'?

I have no idea. They never speak to me verbally.
 

k

Honorable
michael59, have you ever spent any time in a mental institution? This circumstance keeps me from interacting with your own kind. And in your turn you may think anything about me when I tell you that today during all day I've heard obscene lexicon in the echoes of my mind (simply trash can). Actually today I have a lot in my heart. It has to do with my business reputation and FSB. I'm finding a new work right now. Law-enforcement agencies... Aversome enforcing... Their action resulted in moving bad masses in my mind. Probably that's kind of an effect due to the impossibility to put into words... That's all I can tell you right now. michael59, I still have a lot of questions for you. Look at the forum this week when you get a second, please.
 

Georgek

George
Hello kbarannikova,

I am sorry to be butting in here and perhaps you are correct that I should be minding my own business.


michael59, have you ever spent any time in a mental institution?

Don't you think you are being a little bit rude to Michael?

Sometimes it can be difficult to express what the mind sees and the brain does not.

We simply cannot just question what we see in our mind but just go along with it.

I am a psychic and have had this question poised to me many times and feel that it is not a loss of integrity because we simply do not understand our nine tenths subconscious.

I went to one of our houses in Eastwood today, and along the A608 felt that the house had either been burgled or invaded.

On our arrival we found electrics all over the place as the electrician who we felt had finished the job three weeks ago had not even started until last Friday.
It poises a question of reason as well as trust in ourselves in void of a logical explanation when it comes to intuition..

There are none.

Having said that, it works both ways and sometimes the intuition can be completely wrong. (it has rarely happened with me. )

You look towards your one tenth conscious and try and work out the nine tenths subconscious with a faulty mechanism and when it fails you ask if he had spent time in a mental institution?

I am not sure what answers you may achieve from Michael as this is between yourselves alone.

What does bother me personally by which I am showing empathy towards Michael, is that I too had this said to me, and it literally not very nice.

Mine is perhaps a little worse because some have stated that I ought to go see a psychiatrist, then told that they care and are trying to help me.

Wow....what love!

I think Michael is approaching my age, and it does get to a point where we do not care what others think of our ideas but certainly do care about who and what we are. As nobody wants to have to defend their intuition at the implication that our minds are defunct.
It takes away our whole being and brings a great uncertainty towards future reasoning like a label of endorsement of a failed unit.

Perhaps Michael is harder skinned than I am and I should be taking lessons from him...lol

Anyway 'kbarannikova', thanks for reading, as this is just my own personal thoughts;)

Regards

George
 

k

Honorable
Hello again, everybody. Pathological subconscious processes which were torning me apart finally let me go, because theme of security clearance at my new place of work is no longer relevant for me. I finally found shelter where this check does not apply. Although experience suggests it's still early to celebrate.
Like for absolutely law-abiding citizen suffering from schizophrenia (and not causing others to suffer from my schizophrenia) not every kind of work is suitable for me. That's why I often have to give up work after some time due to the pathological subconscious (not conscious) processes. I'm resistant to stress, but some time later I have flashbacks and after total mental breakdown I usually make decision to leave work. Characteristic from FSB which is transmitted from place to place with the help of the traveling agents aggravates the situation. And because of that I'm consequently methodically being bullied for personal (not professional) qualities. That been going on since 2013 year.
I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 2017 year, but this word started to sound in jokes of my colleagues which were generally references to third party looooong before. This is 128.1 article of the Criminal Code of the Russian Federation, but agents of FSB don't give a shit about that. At every new place superior may use the word "schizophrenia", cleaner may sing a song about madman when I come, somebody behind the back of me may screame loudly "She is sick in the head!" But that idiotic kind of neurolinguistic programming is manageable. Aiming to make me cry is agents' of FSB the most favorite thing to do. It usually occurs at non-verbal level. At every new place after some time of my work all people unite against me and strongly demonstrate me something special relationships, whereas I'm doing my best to be useful and polite.
When at new place everything begins again I've been asking the same question: "For what?" Ordinary citizens follow the low of balance: "Everybody gets what they deserve". So do I deserve it? Is it called justice? Representatives of alien civilization were elaborate bulling me for several years. But it's not enough. I'm still alive, but apparently I don't have enough suffering. I'm being followed by peoples who know the weight of the word "bullying" better than me. Aww, you must be tired to read all of this. I'm a burden to everyone. Don't switch on your brain. Take your mind off it. Make yourself a cup of tea.
Georgek, no. That is why I do not like psychics. Your are speaking too much. You are free to get carried away what do you want, but your knowledges in the sphere of psychology don't work in diagnostics and therapy of real mental disorders. Especially in my case, because of long term experiments of aliens with my mind I know more than you about subconscious. I know even more that the highest category psychologist which advise to wide open the back door of subconscious and thereby become a leader, a happy man and so on.
michael59, although we have a different maps of reality and I'm a mentally ill person at all I can understand you in the sense that it's difficult to thank our loved ones, which share our fate of test subject of aliens. I was in that scary place before 2013-2014 years, until I started realizing myself through the words at forums. I call this place Silence.
P.S. I hope I made my points using my awkward English.
 
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michael59

Celestial
michael59, although we have a different maps of reality and I'm a mentally ill person at all I can understand you in the sense that it's difficult to thank our loved ones, which share our fate of test subject of aliens. I was in that scary place before 2013-2014 years, until I started realizing myself through the words at forums. I call this place Silence.
P.S. I hope I made my points using my awkward English.

What does FSB stand for/mean?

I don't know what you mean by, "I call this place silence." Can you try to explain that again, please?
 

michael59

Celestial
I don't recall anyone saying they don't "like" psychics. I'm a bit touched in that department as well, Georgek. I actually believe everyone is and if you are paying attention, you do see/feel it. Most people write it off as coincidence.

I would not say that I am psychic because I have no control or say when it comes to me.

Most of the time, I don't realize the connection until it's too late. Hind sight being 20-20....

It really pisses me off. It's almost never clear, almost never. Usually kinda cryptic. Why bother showing me things this way? And just who is it that keeps showing these things to me. There is definitely someone doing it. I could tell you some things that have happened to me that at the very least, would leave you speechless. But, I can't. It's just too personal, I cannot bring myself to share it online. I do believe someone has my best interest in mind when showing me.

I would also like to say that I thought I must be loosing my mind because of all the things I have seen and experienced throughout my lifetime that no one else seemed to be experiencing and decided to seek out help. I went to all kinds of health/mental health professionals and was given approximately 6 different diagnosis'. After a year I was finally assigned to a psychiatrist.

At first, I only shared my life story and interactions with people. I saw her 3 times a week for 6 weeks and she said that in her professional opinion, I was suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and that with time, I was going to be alright.

That was when I said that I hadn't told her anything, yet....

I have to stop for awhile. I'm getting a headache thinking about all those things.
 

k

Honorable
michael59, FSB means Federal Security Service.
Silence is psychological phenomenon when the test subject don't submit about the damage to psychological health and reputation in the open informational resources in internet or in letters to Office of the President of his country.
michael59, and yet something makes you explain to yourself that everything that goes on isn't the handiwork of humans who posses secret technology of influence on psychic. Did you hear addressed to you messages at the dumb level of understanding?
 

Hybrid734

Adept
Hmm... I think that they simply like to watch suffering of test subject.

They do not care about our suffering. They only see us as a thing. I don't know what your destiny will be but one thing I know the only ones among us who will be happy are ones who never see Them.
 

nivek

As Above So Below
They do not care about our suffering. They only see us as a thing. I don't know what your destiny will be but one thing I know the only ones among us who will be happy are ones who never see Them.

Hello and Welcome to AE...q37

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