Beatriz
Adept
12.01.17
Last night I was having a lot of dreams, but at a certain point, I was in a semi-conscious state. I was laying in a bath tube, but it was filled with thick fog instead of water. The fog was holding my arms and this made me really angry. I was also afraid due to the freaking situation, but my anger was stronger than my fear. I was saying in my mother language "Vocês nao sao nada" (You are nothing,) and "Vai embora." (Go away). Then I awoke, my arms aching. But I was happy I stopped it.
13.01.17
Had a busy time last night. First I dreamt I was walking down a forest path covered with gray wet little stones. I then went into a big elevator, but when the elevator went down to a subterranean base I said No and it went up again, staying between levels without opening its doors. I woke up (felt awake this time) in a strange big sleeping room and a big bed. I tried to stand but could only raise my forearms and my right leg slightly. There was the silhouette of a being before me in the shadows. I could not see it in detail, from the distance it looked like a mixture of a gray and a robot, with a square torso and a flat head. I really tried to resist its mind control to make me unconscious and was very freaked out and sad that there was no one I could call for help to stop that. I was too freaked out to think to face it directly like last time so I lost quickly conscience. After a minute I woke up in my bed still quite freaked out but forced myself to sleep again because I was too tired. Then I was dreaming again, flying to a high building where I met a friendly cousin I have in real life, I think he is a benevolent higher dimension being who uses this avatar. Tempest and the ocean waves raged around this high white building that looked like a modern ivory tower. From there I jumped to another dream, where I entered a kind of messy internet cafe, where two beings sat. One behind the counter and another near him. I said to the one in the counter: "Plug me in." The young strange man asked me which way I wanted I wanted to be plugged in, he said: "Warcraft or..." another online game I can't remember now. I answered: "What I usually do." The boy on the counter said: "What you usually do is to get arrested." I laughed a lot about that as if I would be half-drunken. Then I was flying over a banquet room full of people having dinner. I didn't like those people. They all looked at me as if I was a threat to them. I was telling them. "Your party will be soon over!" I made a bit of a mess, flying over them and getting wine bottles on my claws and throwing them down just to show my anger, I didn't try to hurt anyone, though. Then again my mind jumped to the stairs near this ivory tower, I just sat there in this dragon creature form as if wounded and the ocean waves made a pool on a hole I had made on the white stairs before me. So yeah, last night was busy.
Last night I was having a lot of dreams, but at a certain point, I was in a semi-conscious state. I was laying in a bath tube, but it was filled with thick fog instead of water. The fog was holding my arms and this made me really angry. I was also afraid due to the freaking situation, but my anger was stronger than my fear. I was saying in my mother language "Vocês nao sao nada" (You are nothing,) and "Vai embora." (Go away). Then I awoke, my arms aching. But I was happy I stopped it.
13.01.17
Had a busy time last night. First I dreamt I was walking down a forest path covered with gray wet little stones. I then went into a big elevator, but when the elevator went down to a subterranean base I said No and it went up again, staying between levels without opening its doors. I woke up (felt awake this time) in a strange big sleeping room and a big bed. I tried to stand but could only raise my forearms and my right leg slightly. There was the silhouette of a being before me in the shadows. I could not see it in detail, from the distance it looked like a mixture of a gray and a robot, with a square torso and a flat head. I really tried to resist its mind control to make me unconscious and was very freaked out and sad that there was no one I could call for help to stop that. I was too freaked out to think to face it directly like last time so I lost quickly conscience. After a minute I woke up in my bed still quite freaked out but forced myself to sleep again because I was too tired. Then I was dreaming again, flying to a high building where I met a friendly cousin I have in real life, I think he is a benevolent higher dimension being who uses this avatar. Tempest and the ocean waves raged around this high white building that looked like a modern ivory tower. From there I jumped to another dream, where I entered a kind of messy internet cafe, where two beings sat. One behind the counter and another near him. I said to the one in the counter: "Plug me in." The young strange man asked me which way I wanted I wanted to be plugged in, he said: "Warcraft or..." another online game I can't remember now. I answered: "What I usually do." The boy on the counter said: "What you usually do is to get arrested." I laughed a lot about that as if I would be half-drunken. Then I was flying over a banquet room full of people having dinner. I didn't like those people. They all looked at me as if I was a threat to them. I was telling them. "Your party will be soon over!" I made a bit of a mess, flying over them and getting wine bottles on my claws and throwing them down just to show my anger, I didn't try to hurt anyone, though. Then again my mind jumped to the stairs near this ivory tower, I just sat there in this dragon creature form as if wounded and the ocean waves made a pool on a hole I had made on the white stairs before me. So yeah, last night was busy.