I know, I don't speak a lot anymore. I know a great many people would prefer it if I did. But, The truth is, I've been doing this for a really really long time, I just need a break. With working on my Youtube channel, And then All the effort I put into AH. my whole life has been about maintaining other peoples expectations of me. All I want to do is play video games with my stepdaughters And walk my dogs and enjoy life. It won't always be this way. But for so long I've been blowing people minds, I'm at a stage now where I just want to binge watch things on Netflix and let my family know how much I love them. My whole online life has been this ongoing campaign, Forums, Twitter. Youtube, reddit. And everywhere I go people want to talk more and more. But I've been taking for so long, I just want to listen now. How can anyone ever become more than what they are if they are always talking, and never listening, I've created communities I've grown communities, I've run communities so well that the original owners simply couldn't stand the fact that they could not control me. There is an old saying. Popularity kills. And This whole thing where people think I'm so smart maybe there is truth to it. But at the same time, There is pressure for Shadowprophet to live up to some image, it's just tiresome. I just want to be a normal person. Someone who is allowed to be wrong, someone who can be mistaken, Someone who can even troll and argue with people. So yeah. I've not been talking, hoping maybe I would be forgotten. And the day would eventually come that I could enter the forums and just be some random guy that could have real conversations with others. and even argue and possibly dare I dream, Troll people. I miss being me. That's something I haven't gotten to do in a really really long time.