I'm not good at reintroductions, there Are a lot of newer people here so, my name is Shadowprophet. I live my life held to the belief that each Of us only gets one shot at this thing called life, So make the best of it. I believe that the true center of the cosmos is unknown to us, therefore to find the true center of all things we must look within ourselves. To each person the center of your universe is you. You experience it as all of its challenges and Obstacles gravitate around your own perceptions, therefore you are the very center of the universe. So when someone asks me if I think the universe revolves around me... My reasoning is pretty sketchy,, but yeah.. My life has changed in several unpredictable ways rapidly since the beginning of 2021. I've gotten divorced and remarried and no, there is no complicated emotional backstory to the whole ordeal. I got tired of the woman I was married to, so I found a better one and I married her.. Some people may find that appalling. I'm trying really hard to pretend it bothers me,. People divorce and remarry all the time, that's life, I may even do it again some day... Adjusting to my new life has been a little more difficult than I predicted though,. This new one,. She demands a lot of attention, so much that I rarely have any time to enjoy any of the activities I once did. It's enough to drive someone up the wall. "Imagine Peggy Bundy from married with children". So I've developed insomnia because it's literally the only way I'm going to get even ten minutes of "me time". When she is asleep... I don't know if I need to find a way to adjust, or find a way out... Tbh.. because in my last relationship, I missed what it felt like for someone to love me for the sake of being myself. In this relationship, I never get to be myself.. So I miss me.. I miss me very much.... Sp.