nivek
As Above So Below
It sounds as if there are blocks in place keeping deeper pondering and reflection from occurring naturally...What do you mean by 'firm consciousness'?...
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It sounds as if there are blocks in place keeping deeper pondering and reflection from occurring naturally...What do you mean by 'firm consciousness'?...
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Blocking of thinking processes in my brain was one of the most favorite entertainment of aliens. I felt like my thinking was numb and progressively riverbeds of thought became dried up. Very unpleasant feeling.
But experiments on me have completed about 4 years ago and now I have well-formed schizophrenia.
In order to explain what is "firm consciousness", I should explain what is "blur consciousness". It's a state of mind when you can't rely on something stable (among other things, on your willpower). En example, you are a student. And you decided to understand the essence of any things from lecture. But your brain started to feel pain and tears your question apart again and again. Then it start to solve all of the sub-questions (that look like changing kaleidoscope) with the same effort. And you can be agreed and disagree with answer at the same time. That is unfruitful, inconclusive state that in essence is pathological condition of the personality. You start to be less oriented in your own thoughts and what is the worst thing that your brain gets pleasure from this and to find the way back is very difficult...
But experiments on me have completed about 4 years ago and now I have well-formed schizophrenia.
In order to explain what is "firm consciousness", I should explain what is "blur consciousness". It's a state of mind when you can't rely on something stable (among other things, on your willpower). En example, you are a student. And you decided to understand the essence of any things from lecture. But your brain started to feel pain and tears your question apart again and again. Then it start to solve all of the sub-questions (that look like changing kaleidoscope) with the same effort. And you can be agreed and disagree with answer at the same time. That is unfruitful, inconclusive state that in essence is pathological condition of the personality. You start to be less oriented in your own thoughts and what is the worst thing that your brain gets pleasure from this and to find the way back is very difficult...