Hi Shadow, it was actually a life long thing, since i was a small child.I never had a frame of reference for the strangeness in my life till about 2011 when i could have a pc and go online.After a while of reading online,the penny dropped and i finally understood what was going on.I was very traumatised by this truth.
I mean i was traumatised for most of my life but i i thought i was being stalked by supernatural,like demonic or ghostly entities.I also considered for most of my life that i might be mentally ill.I've suffered from severe major depressive disorder since i was a small child,so i figured its prolly a combination of the two - That i was stalked by supernatural entities and also a bit daft in the head.
Hindsight can be very revealing though, once i had a frame of reference for what was happening, i had to concede that there was no other possibility. Especially when looking back on my life since early childhood. Things "heated up" a lot around end 2011/2012, i had several abductions in that time.I managed to retain some memories. Of course in the mornings there were also the marks and bruises and puncture holes,even severely strained muscles and other injuries.
But i'm 53yo now,and had menopause about 3 years ago. They have been leaving me alone for quite a while now,im pretty sure. I will contribute to threads where i can add some experiences as time passes.