Dreaming & Travel to Other Dimensions

I often wonder if we travel interdimensionally while dreaming.Sometimes when i woke after a dream,there was a kind of sad feeling, a yearning..as if i belong There also. Or more there than Here. Idk but its a haunting feeling that stayed with me for hours after waking. Lately i' ve not been recalling any dreams, for a few months now. Could be my anti depressant, a generic of Prozac.
i was on a few anti-depressants [ssri's] but they actually created worse effects for me. since i still felt uneasy they put me on lamictal.. which is actually an anti-convulsant used for many people with epilepsy. but in 2012 they began to use it also for those who have anxiety, bi-polar and depression.. but you know... for years i really thought i was crazy.. until a couple of years ago when i found my bf who is just as 'crazy' as me.. i am in the process of weaning myself off of the medicine. i am NOT a doc. do NOT do anything sudden when it comes to this kind of stuff.. but i do want you to ask yourself.. am i actually crazy? i may not fit their definition of 'normal' but maybe its because we are on a different level/frequency/wavelength than the simpletons...? a question i am surely asking myself during all this weirdness..
 
now let's get into something a little deeper and more strange. one that questions if its implanted memories from another entities power or an actual personal moment. flashback to Feb 1, 2017. place: friends house about 45 mins from the house here. Sitting on the ground, holding my baby, my bf sitting in the chair beside me. and BAM! i fall into what i can describe as a feeling of Dejavu. but more lucid. as if i dreamed this before, as if i even lived this before, years and years before but couldn't recall when. [i learned later that my bf saw a multi-layered frequency beam pass right thru his shoulder and directly at me with full force at the moment i started seeing these visions, at the time he didn't want to make light to it, the house was known to be haunted by the guys grandmother] it felt like a crazy spiritual warfare was going on.. like the path of life i was on was trying to change, like evil was trying to keep the same time to make disaster but good was trying to intervene to change the course. i was glimpsing the same objects and moments going on, before they would happen. i tried to let it go thinking it was just a weird case of more dejavu. but it wouldn't end. for hours. [my bf said i would snap into this state of a child, like an 8-yr old child] i was terrified to leave that house, my vision was clear that we were driving home, road conditions were bad, something was wrong with the tire pressure and we crashed resulting in death of my bf and my child. the images were so clear. more like a daydream nightmare than a moment of dejavu. dejavu happens to me where it feels like i was in that moment before. this was an exact replica of what was going on, seen before it happend. after hours and hours of this in and out of nightmare vision and reality my bf finally convinced me we had to go home. in my heart i knew enough time passed to divert the timeline. and man... putting my daughter in her carseat was the hardest thing i've ever had to do. i was in complete tears.. oddly enough we got lost on a familar road that diverted the timeline even more[speculation for sure]. my bf didnt even know how we got lost, weve been on that road many times. the road weather conditions were terrible. snow, ice, roads were white and not plowed yet, visibility not even a few yards] 35+- mph the whole way home. but we made it home. for the next couple months these visions were intensely terrifying. they lasted for over a year. and i still have a couple here and there. this was just the beginning story and i'm sorry if it is confusing to read. its confusing to convey. i've been thoroughly analyzing this whole thing since it began. a part of me wanted to say its just a manipulation of the current moments that were happening. but some of these visions hinted at oncoming danger and disaster i never want to live again.
but... maybe that's what has to happen. maybe.. if your soul wants to relive a moment of your life it has to be in your dreams.. and to live a moment in a dream..somehow, someway the dream has to end.. whether that is on its own, you are awoken, or a nightmare ending has to occur. i will share more of these strange moments with you on further posts.45591756_10161305399110106_2609733299983089664_n.jpg
 
i wrote this dream i had down in my journal. dated 9.10.2017 i'm glad i did write it down because i wish to share this with you all...
'Beginning at what i can recall although something did occur before my recollections, so here is what i remember... i went to go watch the movie 'thirteen' and suddenly i became a part of the movie in a sense, me and the brunette of the movie were hanging out and she begins to get physical with me. i'm a bit weary and she say's 'just go with it' i did and we began to kiss and touch each other. we were sitting on the grass with a large aluminum half tunnel tube above us. then, i was slammed into the wall and rose above the ground while still being slammed into the wall. my body in the air was pushed away from the wall but while still floating i saw dents in the wall where i was slammed. i felt the pain and every feeling throughout. at that moment i understood i was being seduced by evil. this girl turned then into an evil demon. i called out the name of Jesus, then a being with golden wings and a white robe appeared in the sky. the gold wings unfolded. his hand waved in front of him and instantly that dream disappeared and i was hovering at ceiling level looking down at a bed with yellow sheets. i looked for a second then came rushing down to land on the bed. but as i got close to crashing onto this bed, a few inches maybe. everything slowed down and a 'whop whop whop' of a vibration pounded in my head and my body was trembling. i was completely disoriented. my body spun around as the time slowed and i landed on my back onto the bed. i clearly remember a necklace i was wearing in this dream. a very large green emerald in the shape of a heart on a chain.. slowly landing onto my chest as i slowly spun and landed on the bed. i then jumped up from the bed and ran from the room to cross the hall into what is now the bedroom i sleep in today. my bf sleeping i try to reach to him and i call to him. i'm still trempling. i still feel the pounding in my head, still completely disoriented. i reached out my hand to him. only enough energy to grasp a single finger of his hand. as i collapse on the floor beside the bed. my eyes couldn't steady themselves. my bf then says "that's the most amazing way to wake up before sunrise" so i'm like "wait...did we all just have the same experience?" "i think so" he says. He then jumps out of bed and runs to the living room saying "they turned on the machines!!" i contemplate grabbing my newborn out of her room [which would be the room i landed on the bed] but instead i walk out to the living room. he looks out of the window pointing eastward and i walk towards the sliding glass doors to look as well. before i reached the doors i fully wake up.
that whole entire day i still felt the pounding 'whop whop whop' feel in my head. and for hours i was disoriented. my bf was awake during all of this. and i had only been asleep for a short amount of time. i go out to the living room to tell him the dream, and as i look outside.. the sun begins to rise.
to this day i can still recollect that feeling of being spun around and the pounding of vibrations.
 
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