A spiritual thing.

Shadowprophet

Truthiness
There is this old saying,

Every person has three sides, The way others see you, The way you see yourself, and the way you really are.

The way others see you changes often, The way you see yourself can also change, But changing the way you truly are, That may not even be possible.

You can examine yourself And put in every effort to change your true self, And sometimes you will discover things that simply can not be changed. We have all this free will, All this freedom of choice, But some things about us, About our inner machinations, will simply persist to be, You can cover them up you can pretend they aren't there you can lie about them, But those properties of self wont change.

It's important to suffer our own uniqueness and learn to love ourselves Because some things can not be changed.
 

pepe

Celestial
Super ape has limits just like the shit slingers.

Thoughts are where the truth is and many are wicked and many are good. These are what don't change but the person learns to not act on them.

Much easier to condense it to the singular on a take it or leave it basis and keep moving on. Obviously with the intent to gradually improve what needs improvement and give it heaps of time. Some people I deal with or work around I will mentally name as " fuck whit " or " knob jockey " while calling them by there real names and being polite. It makes me happy.

Never punish yourself as we are all at it to certain degrees and probably many think they are alone in this hidden pleasure.
 

Shadowprophet

Truthiness
Super ape has limits just like the shit slingers.

Thoughts are where the truth is and many are wicked and many are good. These are what don't change but the person learns to not act on them.

Much easier to condense it to the singular on a take it or leave it basis and keep moving on. Obviously with the intent to gradually improve what needs improvement and give it heaps of time. Some people I deal with or work around I will mentally name as " fuck whit " or " knob jockey " while calling them by there real names and being polite. It makes me happy.

Never punish yourself as we are all at it to certain degrees and probably many think they are alone in this hidden pleasure.
That's fairly wise brother Pepe, And true too, I think I do that too sometimes with people lol, It raises the question though, If our thoughts that we all have are what determine who is chill and who is a Fruit whit, <-- I love that by the way, I'm gonna use it more, But then, It's our actions that determine who we are, Not, our thoughts?

I like that because It suggests that it's not the pit we pull from that makes us who we are, It's how we act on it.

I think that's pretty Spiritual brother If I do say so myself.
 
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pepe

Celestial
Maybe i'm basic or need to see things on a more basic level but a working mind is the same as the next with the difference in experience only but the workings follow the same patterns.


We are superimposing a vast amount pressure on ourselves which I see stemming from something akin to the sense of failure in not being able to rid the mind of a set state.

The world is taking too much of a look at itself.
 

Shadowprophet

Truthiness
Maybe i'm basic or need to see things on a more basic level but a working mind is the same as the next with the difference in experience only but the workings follow the same patterns.


We are superimposing a vast amount pressure on ourselves which I see stemming from something akin to the sense of failure in not being able to rid the mind of a set state.

The world is taking too much of a look at itself.
You are wiser than people give you credit for man, If I didn't know any better I would say you are psychoanalyzing me and Nailing it, 100%. you say things, I've needed to hear for a long time brother :)
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
Reality of who we are is much bigger than most of us allow ourselves to believe.

I have recently been struck by something ignored, pushed away, and blocked because thirty years ago it was the best thing. Now, forced to remember, I know it was the right decision, but now I have to deal with waking up, and knowing, and it has turned so that now the knowing is known by all that matter. Something I did not expect, but it is not in my hands but theirs. And I must live with knowing it is no longer in my power to shut it out, nor do I have a desire to, but How it turns out is not my decision. I must trust the outcome of things as a child trusts a mother. The mother being fate. The result being love and acceptance, knowing, with all it’s caveates, no matter what anyone thinks, or does.
 

Shadowprophet

Truthiness
Reality of who we are is much bigger than most of us allow ourselves to believe.

I have recently been struck by something ignored, pushed away, and blocked because thirty years ago it was the best thing. Now, forced to remember, I know it was the right decision, but now I have to deal with waking up, and knowing, and it has turned so that now the knowing is known by all that matter. Something I did not expect, but it is not in my hands but theirs. And I must live with knowing it is no longer in my power to shut it out, nor do I have a desire to, but How it turns out is not my decision. I must trust the outcome of things as a child trusts a mother. The mother being fate. The result being love and acceptance, knowing, with all it’s caveates, no matter what anyone thinks, or does.
I've found over the years that one of my most massive character flaws is I skim over posts and just slap a like on them, and over 80 percent of the time I throw in a generic positive reply that just doesn't land and leave the impression I wasn't listening, In this Case, I want you to know, That while I don't know what this thing is, I think you are a good person, We have all made mistakes, Even big ones. I can't tell you everything will be okay, but I can tell you, I'll always be your friend, And if you ever need me, I'll be around brother.
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
I've found over the years that one of my most massive character flaws is I skim over posts and just slap a like on them, and over 80 percent of the time I throw in a generic positive reply that just doesn't land and leave the impression I wasn't listening, In this Case, I want you to know, That while I don't know what this thing is, I think you are a good person, We have all made mistakes, Even big ones. I can't tell you everything will be okay, but I can tell you, I'll always be your friend, And if you ever need me, I'll be around brother.
It is nothing life shattering. A good thing actually, and when I realized how broken I have been, well, now I am happy to be whole again, but everybody has to figure it out. It is kind of like a story book story in a way.
 

Shadowprophet

Truthiness
It is nothing life shattering. A good thing actually, and when I realized how broken I have been, well, now I am happy to be whole again, but everybody has to figure it out. It is kind of like a story book story in a way.
I do know, If this is similar wisdom, I have been through some rough times in life, I've lost everything, When I say everything, I mean, literally everything, Every last worldly possession three times in my life and been left with absolutely nothing. But, This rebooting at Zero thing has taught me people can rebuild no matter how bad things get. one can always pick up the pieces and rebuild, Now this may not apply to the situation you were covering, But for me, This is the thing that I had to figure out and when I did, It even helped me overcome things like depression and sadness because just knowing that I could lose everything and still be okay. There is a form of like a secure feeling in that.

If that makes any sense. :)
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
I do know, If this is similar wisdom, I have been through some rough times in life, I've lost everything, When I say everything, I mean, literally everything, Every last worldly possession three times in my life and been left with absolutely nothing. But, This rebooting at Zero thing has taught me people can rebuild no matter how bad things get. one can always pick up the pieces and rebuild, Now this may not apply to the situation you were covering, But for me, This is the thing that I had to figure out and when I did, It even helped me overcome things like depression and sadness because just knowing that I could lose everything and still be okay. There is a form of like a secure feeling in that.

If that makes any sense. :)
Perfectly.
This is no disaster. No one could ever think of it that way. But for all of us, a new horizon. Come what may, the blessings to everyone are much bigger than the circumstances. I think I am the one with the most to learn.
 
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pepe

Celestial
You are wiser than people give you credit for man, If I didn't know any better I would say you are psychoanalyzing me and Nailing it, 100%. you say things, I've needed to hear for a long time brother :)

I don't receive credit well which may sound odd but I like to keep a supressed sense of self worth but thanks all the same. Analysing no, just trying to put across that we, the apex are having our boundaries exposed in a world we think we are above.

We are not free and do not have free will, we are governed as a species just like the rest in the kingdom.
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
I don't receive credit well which may sound odd but I like to keep a supressed sense of self worth but thanks all the same. Analysing no, just trying to put across that we, the apex are having our boundaries exposed in a world we think we are above.

We are not free and do not have free will, we are governed as a species just like the rest in the kingdom.
Work hard and deserve what you achieve, the only limits are those we accept upon ourselves. Nothing wrong with following the easy path but if you do don't pretend it is an opression as you took the bait.
 

pepe

Celestial
I do know, If this is similar wisdom, I have been through some rough times in life, I've lost everything, When I say everything, I mean, literally everything, Every last worldly possession three times in my life and been left with absolutely nothing. But, This rebooting at Zero thing has taught me people can rebuild no matter how bad things get. one can always pick up the pieces and rebuild, Now this may not apply to the situation you were covering, But for me, This is the thing that I had to figure out and when I did, It even helped me overcome things like depression and sadness because just knowing that I could lose everything and still be okay. There is a form of like a secure feeling in that.

If that makes any sense. :)

Much the same as yourself I have been to the bottom and lost but have come back, with a huge advantage, experience. Which has paid off many times for me and created a space for me which when there and in times of trouble I find I have more room to find reason.

During times of massive stress in the family I was the one who was found to be strongest when I have a brother who is seen as the big tough guy that not many would beat physically or mentally. He has had a life of comfort in comparison and I know that if he had chosen my path, he would have had the inner strength I posses over him. I know it shocked him to witness it and must have been alien for him to use me for strength. It lasted only as long as the period dictated and normal service was resumed.
 

pepe

Celestial
Work hard and deserve what you achieve, the only limits are those we accept upon ourselves. Nothing wrong with following the easy path but if you do don't pretend it is an opression as you took the bait.

For me it was never about limiting myself as a condition but more of finding myself having this condition as a default. So I accepted my limits and know them, may not like them but I know in myself that I would be far less happy in attempting the impossible.

It's a mind set I have always possessed and knowing this I also know that the opposite is a natural occurrence for others too, I only seek to change what is possible. My actions.
 

Shadowprophet

Truthiness
Much the same as yourself I have been to the bottom and lost but have come back, with a huge advantage, experience. Which has paid off many times for me and created a space for me which when there and in times of trouble I find I have more room to find reason.

During times of massive stress in the family I was the one who was found to be strongest when I have a brother who is seen as the big tough guy that not many would beat physically or mentally. He has had a life of comfort in comparison and I know that if he had chosen my path, he would have had the inner strength I posses over him. I know it shocked him to witness it and must have been alien for him to use me for strength. It lasted only as long as the period dictated and normal service was resumed.

We have a lot in common that I didn't' realize, My brother was always a lot tougher than me physically, Sept mine used to constantly kick my ass, People would think, oh that's just siblings, But, No my brother was seven years older than me, that means a lot when you are seven and he is fourteen beating the shit out of me. It did do me one favor though, I wasn't much afraid to fight growing up when it was people my own size or my own age because I had literally brawled with a giant for years.

Maybe, Sometimes, Lessons are not just difficult, but painful too. Not everyone experiences that, Be we did, In the end It made us stronger people than we would have been brother :)
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
Maybe i'm basic or need to see things on a more basic level but a working mind is the same as the next with the difference in experience only but the workings follow the same patterns.


We are superimposing a vast amount pressure on ourselves which I see stemming from something akin to the sense of failure in not being able to rid the mind of a set state.

The world is taking too much of a look at itself.

I just learning to take a real look at the World.
 

pepe

Celestial
I know a guy who is one of the happiest people I have met. He also is very unworldly, unintelligent and bland. I took the time to get to know him and he knows nothing of how things operate, doesn't care about politics, current affairs or finding a partner.

This man, in my eyes is richer than most in quality of life.

Blessed is the fuck whit who inherits his own peace on Earth.
 

pepe

Celestial
We have a lot in common that I didn't' realize, My brother was always a lot tougher than me physically, Sept mine used to constantly kick my ass, People would think, oh that's just siblings, But, No my brother was seven years older than me, that means a lot when you are seven and he is fourteen beating the shit out of me. It did do me one favor though, I wasn't much afraid to fight growing up when it was people my own size or my own age because I had literally brawled with a giant for years.

Maybe, Sometimes, Lessons are not just difficult, but painful too. Not everyone experiences that, Be we did, In the end It made us stronger people than we would have been brother :)

Big brother regressed my person to rub shit into his face after a weekend of fighting.

Monkey lovers.
 

pepe

Celestial
Here you are.

Travelling back on a coach full from Belgium I put a porn film on my personal did player and put my headphone jack in the mic socket. Turned it up as I thought it sounded muffled and ten minutes later an elderly lady said to me with a wink, do you mind turning that down as I am too old to appreciate it. I clicked off and a cheer went round the bus.

Long journey for the ostrich.
 
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