Georgek
George
My thing is, I have my areas I shine in, science and math, Communication. I've never been able to resonate with people when it concerns things Like God and Faith. While I do have these beliefs, I've had many over the years relate shock to me, that someone who professes science and math could possess a belief in God
Interesting point as I know what you are getting at
Mainly it is to do with upbringing. My mother is Greek Orthodox and had taught me Christian values.
As I grew older, I began having these experiences and although it dissolved my faith in Christianity, I still recognised the God factor.
I entered university at around 40 years old and by then had a steady belief in God. Throughout my experiences this power or thing was always there.
Not only did I experience it, but so did my family. My mother used to have visions and dreams and clairvoyance ran in the family.
My mother however did not accept UFOs and put her visions and dreams down to Jesus. Her visions were uncanny.
On one occasion she kept having this dream/vision about being on her work's bus and a near accident.
After repeated recurrence of the dream, the day had approached when she was told to take care.
She told her friend Jean about the dream and said that she was going upstairs on the bust to hold onto the riling at the front, by which her friend said she may as well do the same.
My mother looked at her wrist watch and shouted:- "NOW!!" Suddenly there were loud screams on the buss as passengers went into a frenzy as the bus swerved 180 degrees to avoid hitting a cyclist and finally stopped dead.
Had she not have held on my mother would have been hurt.
Her faith had told her that Jesus had saved her from harm and although I did not believe that this was Jesus, I sought this as a message from divine intervention. I believed my mother so the belief in the God factor was always there.
I also mentioned to you that I am being protected. It started well before I was born. My grandmother was born after she had lost about 5 sisters at birth. My Great Grandmother was told to pray at Trooditissa Monastery Cyprus and to light a candle.
When my mother left Cyprus to journey to England, she was told of a great storm that will destroy her ship and to light a candle at the monastery to be saved.
Half way through the journey the storm broke out and the ship was severely damaged and had to limp into the port of
Marseille.
The gods wanted her alive and now they want me alive.
After going through mainstream education, it taught me no more than to copy. I fiited that into my faith and not the other way around. Reason being was that I was older and my education came after.
If supersymmetry becomes a literal scientific fact. This revelation could prove the existence of God. But as it stands many people find it distasteful. To be gifted to understand science the way I do. to be able to see thought experiments play out in my mind. To conceive notions like time dilation, and the bose-einstein condensate, to realize quantum tunneling and superfluids.
The trouble with most people Shadowprophet....is that they have no concept of God. They see the universe unfolding and cannot see the greatness of the creator.
But the world around me is convinced I cannot walk both paths. For me, It's always been a battle. Do I present myself as who I really am, Or Do I present myself as what I am good at.?
You have to follow what you believe in. No one can make you believe other than having faith. They both fit in.
It's not been an easy path, Being a Christian physicist.
If I can spill my heart out, it would never be enough. All I can say, is that I had never come across such power and no man or evolution could have ever created it. I would like to pour my heart out to everyone who may think that I am crazy as to assure them that I am not. As the more I try it does not get any easier. I would like to lift my brain out of my head and put it inside everyone else's head as to have seen what I had seen.
Then I can promise you all, that there would not be one person who would not accept that there has to be a God.
When I was 15 years old, they (aliens?) could have crushed me like fly but instead treated me as an equal although I was not. They showed the greatest respect to me (although I was terrified) and just departed.
I think:- " There has to be goodness and love for something like that to happen?"
I was a kid...a stupid kid with no education and thick as a brick and they came to me. ME!
That provides me with the greatest respect for them. Whether they be angels, gods or elementals....it does not matter.
That great 'IT' in the sky. Who had always stood by me.
Regards George