Why do you do what you do?

Kchoo

At Peace.
See, this is why I stayed the heck away from tulpamancy when I was on my winding path through life to where I am now. Even in my most fevered mania I knew that stuff was a terrible idea. Fracturing pieces of your mind like that? Shit the bed, man. You can't run from a piece of yourself you broke on purpose, Kchoo. It isn't that easy.
Well said.
And I agree.
Mostly.
Except for the shit the bed part.
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
I am still trying to understand if tulpa fits....
To explore...
To find self.
Who not what.
Begining not end.
Not to abandon.
To complete.
 
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nivek

As Above So Below
I am still trying to understand if tulpa fits....
To explore...
To find self.

You must 'be' before you can 'do', fragmenting yourself before you are yourself and you could be lost forever and at the mercy of another who can take that fragment and command it in spite of you...

...
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
You must 'be' before you can 'do', fragmenting yourself before you are yourself and you could be lost forever and at the mercy of another who can take that fragment and command it in spite of you...

...

After researching Tulpa.net and you tubes about Tulpas I have decided there is nothing wrong with them since they only exist in the mind. They are not fragmentation of the mind, but simply creations to describe something tangible via creative effort.

And what is lost by moving from true experience into fiction is not as important as exploring the basic underlying features of it.

For me, it is not about tulpas, or cults, or fragmentation, or schitzophrenia, but about simply existing with what is already there, and trying to understand it's purpose and quantify it's value.

Conclusion:
The only thing I gained from my journey was to learn a little more about myself and to appreciate my life and the world I live in a little more.

Tulpas are not an adequate descriptions of my artistry.
 

nivek

As Above So Below
After researching Tulpa.net and you tubes about Tulpas I have decided there is nothing wrong with them since they only exist in the mind. They are not fragmentation of the mind, but simply creations to describe something tangible via creative effort.

Yes youtube has all the answers...:Whistle:

And what is lost by moving from true experience into fiction is not as important as exploring the basic underlying features of it.

Losing oneself in fiction is everything, meaning a total loss, there is nothing underlying fiction because fiction has no substance in reality, it is folly, a waste land of nothingness, fun for the childlike mind of imagination, real work leaves fiction far behind...Real work on oneself is dying to all that nonsense which includes all the fragmented 'I's in one's mind which keeps telling oneself is whole, it is far from that...

For me, it is not about tulpas, or cults, or fragmentation, or schitzophrenia, but about simply existing with what is already there, and trying to understand it's purpose and quantify it's value.

Conclusion:
The only thing I gained from my journey was to learn a little more about myself and to appreciate my life and the world I live in a little more.

Tulpas are not an adequate descriptions of my artistry.

The road to 'be' one is not concerned with what is already there because that is all conditioning and fantasy, nothing more, as I've said many times over the years, many are the reasons we are here, some come to play, others to help, still others are here to sleep and rest, whilst others are here to work, whilst still others prepare for what awaits in passing and on and on...Some will get it and some will not, it is not myself nor anyone else that can say who is who, their 'works' reveal this without a spoken word...

...
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
Toroid,
You are probably one of the best and most consistent constituents here...

The rest of you,
In general, I love all the people here!

b0002
 

Ida G

Honorable
I felt an answer was necessary, I do what I do Because I've seen people who have has the same issues as me and do much better with handling them. I want to be a person who never becomes angry. I've learned over the years that Anger is an emotion that I personally could do without. I want to completely abolish self-anger and truly be an enlightened person.

The kind of person, that always has a level headed solution to any problem. I've seen people like that, So I know it's possible. That's what I strive for, That's why I walk the path I do.

I suffered with anger for a long time cause of unfairness. The blood preassure. The tickeling in the the body. The shivering anger that triggered forth unwanted emotions. now i just tell to the anger " there are miracles here" - or " everything is healing " and now the anger is almost gone from me. and sometimes I feel hurts in heart too and just say " miracles there too " and then miracles happenes. They say we create our reality, so why not create miracles of healing, love, blossoms, suprises and paranormality or anything else.

A butterfly sat by my side last day and did not move at all. Very kind. A miracle :)
 
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