I was taken this past Tuesday night. I was aboard a UFO. For some reason I can't remember anything about what the UFO itself looked like. Just the certainty that I was taken aboard. I met with 3 ETs. The strangest part to me was the fact that 2 weren't your cliche "greys". They looked like us. They could pass for a human without effort. They even spoke English - but when it came to using certain expressions or figures of speech, it would confuse them. Its a blur I can't remember much else, my emotions around them are always terror, confusion, nausea (caused by a sort of sense confusion), a sort of calmness that comes when you are in a really stressful situation and are weighing your options. I sometimes black out and wake up and black out and wake up over and over during these experiences.
That's exactly what it's like for me most of the time. It isn't a fall asleep & wake up feeling. It's some kind of hypnotic state that you are put back into when they realize that you are lucid. They know you are weighing your options because they are telepathic. Anything you think about is pretty much useless because they already heard you. That's why I say to make a plan and practice it until it becomes automatic. I learned this the hard way. I killed one.
Okay, here's how it went...
I was sitting on my couch/sofa watching TV. It was getting late and I was ready for bed. I made a snack. A toasted tomato sandwich. I was wearing a baby blue T-shirt and a pair of underwear. As I took a bite of my sandwich, some of the tomato fell out of the toast (the jelled part with seeds in it) and landed on my shirt. I wiped it off with a napkin but, I saw that there was still a stain and made a mental note to myself to treat the shirt before I throw it in the laundry.
The next thing I know, I am standing in a very large room. There are entities all around me but, most are trying to stay out of my field of vision. I feel really hazy, as if I am waking up from a deep sleep, but I know it was something else. There is a creature, about 6 feet away moving slowly towards me, holding some kind of pointed tool or what I perceived to be a weapon and using a very threatening tone of voice. It was saying, "Don't move. Stay very still. Don't you dare move." I became completely alert and I immediately started weighing my options on how I would protect myself if it came any closer. I've taken many many different types of self defense courses in my lifetime. At one time, I was also a certified, licensed peace officer. I know how to protect myself.
I no sooner completed my thought when I felt a hand clamp the back of my neck and I felt myself slipping into that haze....but, whatever grabbed me didn't erase the thought I had just had. So, when I heard it say to the creature with the weapon, "Proceed". I bounced right back to full alert. I grabbed it's hand with my left hand, twisted it around, and pushed it into his chest. It didn't go very far so, I pulled it back and pushed it in again using my right hand to force it all the way into it's chest. It immediately fell to the floor and died. I remember at the time thinking how physically weak this creature was. It was like taking on a 2 year old human child. Again I felt the clamp on my neck and as I was slipping under, that same monotone, emotionless voice said, "You've got blood all over you." I said, "Could be worse. Could be mine."
I woke up in my own bed. It was morning. I jumped out of bed and immediately check out my shirt. It was clean. Not even a tomato stain.
That happened around 20 years ago and it still haunts me. I am not a violent person and to be perfectly honest, I have never had to used my training on anyone other than my sparring partner up until that occasion. I thought I was in mortal danger and acted accordingly. Yes, the law states that you can use equal force to defend yourself against attackers. We were about equal in size.
When I was 17, I was taught in women's self defense course to put your attacker down and run. Bullshit. You need to make sure that attacker, usually a male, is not able to get up and chase after you. You need to make sure he's hurt. This was not a man. It was a creature. I had no idea what it wanted or what it was capable of doing. I was scared and I needed to make sure it never got up again because in my mind, it was pure evil.
Hindsight is 20/20 but I believe it was the fact that I didn't think. I just reacted so, they had no advanced knowledge of my movements and that's how I got away with it. I also think that ET was a newbie and I was it's first assignment.
I've been having to deal with these beings most of my life. I don't want to burst any ones bubble, but they're all in it together. They know about each other, they have schedules and meetings. I've seen it. I was there and forced my way into one of those meetings. I do believe it was the only time, Fonsay ever stood up for me. I hate that guy. By the way, Hybrid734, he looks 100% human.
I've stood in huge rooms full of humans, hundreds of us, shoulder to shoulder shuffling forward in some kind of haze and the room is silent. All kinds of entities are spread throughout the crowd of human beings. IMHO, that makes them all guilty by association. All of them different sizes, shapes, colors and clothing/outfits. These entities may not necessarily like each other but, that's the way it is for all of us. We can't expect everyone we meet to become life long friends.
I wanted to say that if I stood by and watched as someone committed a horrendous crime I would be just as guilty but, I can't say that can I?
It happens everyday we let human traffickers cross our borders. It happens everyday a child gets beaten or molested, or starved, or abandoned. It happens when we are abducted. Ditto for animals. The statistics are staggering.
It happens because we, as a society, allow it to happen.