This is psychological, as I write this. it is revealing of aspects of my character and possibly my thought algorithms. A vending machine can not do your taxes, A watermelon is not a lottery ticket and one person cannot be another person. I am trapped inside my mind, As others are their own. But no one who has ever spoken to me has ever left a conversation and said, That Shadowprophet, What a normal fucking guy he is. "It's just never happened". That's not a brag or a jest or a conversation filler, That's the life I've been given. before every interaction, I see at least ten different possibilities as an outcome, It's not a decision, It's multiple choice, everything is. It's not free will. It's chaos. How can someone even factually make a decision? How are these choices made? are they correct action to take for the outcome you are seeking? With so many possibilities, What happens when someone picks the wrong answer? And that's the problem, There are only so many possible outcomes, It's not infinite, So there is no free will, Not really, It's a set finite number of choices, And we have No choice But to make one or the other, it's a program, By every definition. no, The problem is, Some people Can just flow through it, I can't do that..... So, I always end up making poor decisions, simply because I over think things to ridiculous proportions. I think.