I don't think it's just bipolar.

[Shadowprophet]

Oh I don't know about a root cause, or switches, but I do believe there are ways to embrace yourself and maybe learn to be the Hulk, and David Banner as a tag team.

I mean, Some people say there is a time to fight, But you have known me for a really long time brother.

I used to get my jollies out of fighting with people, back in my early AH days. My thing is, My side to me, That has a heart, The side I am now, Has grown a whole lot over the years, I don't want to fight with people anymore, winning tiny battles is pointless. The thing I want more than anything, Is to never hurt another persons feelings ever again. I know that may sound weak or even weird or soft, But, It's a big world out there, I don't want the hulk, Just as bad as I have made others feel in the past, I feel that bad when I do.

I would rather Be banner all the time. I have no real desire for the hulk, I guess if anything, What makes my problems worse "Is" that the nicer side of me has grown a lot and it makes the personality clash very noticeable and contrasty.

 

[Kchoo]

I mean, Some people say there is a time to fight, But you have known me for a really long time brother.

I used to get my jollies out of fighting with people, back in my early AH days. My thing is, My side to me, That has a heart, The side I am now, Has grown a whole lot over the years, I don't want to fight with people anymore, winning tiny battles is pointless. The thing I want more than anything, Is to never hurt another persons feelings ever again. I know that may sound weak or even weird or soft, But, It's a big world out there, I don't want the hulk, Just as bad as I have made others feel in the past, I feel that bad when I do.

I would rather Be banner all the time. I have no real desire for the hulk, I guess if anything, What makes my problems worse "Is" that the nicer side of me has grown a lot and it makes the personality clash very noticeable and contrasty.

Nobody said growing is easy.

 

[Shadowprophet]

Nobody said growing is easy.

Very True brother, Very very True.

 

[Kchoo]

Very True brother, Very very True.

I think it is good to seek some tools
.... maybe learn to understand the Hulk...

Was it always this way, Bro?

(I am not leading to anything... I am just curious, Flippy)

 

[pepe]

I think I am crazier than all of you here put together and I wouldn't have it any other way. If the profession were to evaluate me there would be a new category announcement.

 

[Kchoo]

Very True brother, Very very True.

You are like a cross between Tony Stark and David Banner...

A techno geek who loves gadgets and uses tech (treadmill in your case) to help his heart problem, and a Flippy Scientist that we dont want to make angry. Haha.

Best of luck to you on your quest, Shadow... er. Flippy...

 

[Kchoo]

I think I am crazier than all of you here put together and I wouldn't have it any other way. If the profession were to evaluate me there would be a new category announcement.

Yup.

 

[pepe]

Yup.

I'm known for it and wear my badge of madness with pride. When I hit sixty I promised myself I will hit the bottle and vow to grow old disgracefully.

Middle finger the lot of it while laughing.

 

[Kchoo]

I'm known for it and wear my badge of madness with pride. When I hit sixty I promised myself I will hit the bottle and vow to grow old disgracefully.

Middle finger the lot of it while laughing.

And the next twenty years are likely the best!

 

[Kchoo]

You are like a cross between Tony Stark and David Banner...

A techno geek who loves gadgets and uses tech (treadmill in your case) to help his heart problem, and a Flippy Scientist that we dont want to make angry. Haha.

Best of luck to you on your quest, Shadow... er. Flippy...

Maybe you are just pissed off at your heart problem.

I would be

I'm known for it and wear my badge of madness with pride. When I hit sixty I promised myself I will hit the bottle and vow to grow old disgracefully.

Middle finger the lot of it while laughing.

When I am 60 I plan to be running a Half Marathon every year and will have starred in my 3rd movie by then. (Doesn't hurt to dream and reach for the moon.)

 

[Shadowprophet]

Maybe you are just pissed off at your heart problem.

I would be

When I am 60 I plan to be running a Half Marathon every year and will have starred in my 3rd movie by then. (Doesn't hurt to dream and reach for the moon.)

It's possible, I can't say it's always been a source of joy, But at the same time, So many people younger than me have passed on too though. No one is promised time If I was pissed about my heart, Everyone everywhere would have an equal right to be pissed at their own unknown appointed time too. Which I suppose they do have that right though.