It's Strange.

[Shadowprophet]

It's been a really strange time in my life. I fought so hard trying to defend My spiritual beliefs. Just to have the community that is based around those spiritual beliefs tell me, If I don't believe as they do, Then I am not a Christian. So they banned me.

Don't get me wrong, The entire world could come crashing down around me and I wouldn't change the way I feel and believe about things. For instance, I don't believe just because some group of staff at a Christian community said I wasn't, I don't believe that makes me not a Christian.

Can I just say, Without offending anyone anywhere at any website? It's like people society in general want's to tell me, I have to believe like they do or I'm not a valid person.

Ogie boogie I've been having a really rough time at it lately.

 

[Toroid]

Our collective interest in aliens could be considered a religion or cult. A lot of people reject that topic, but it's slowly changing. Stay true to yourself.

 

[Shadowprophet]

Our collective interest in aliens could be considered a religion or cult. A lot of people reject that topic, but it's slowly changing. Stay true to yourself.

Thanks brother, No worries, I will always be true to my heart, And yes, Some people in Christian communities Think I shouldn't be at places like AE,

But I think I fully believe in the paranormal, and I fully believe aliens are a thing in this universe. And I fully believe I belong here. So, regardless of what the Christian community thinks, I do belong here.


As far as the Christian community thing goes. Some guy on the forums there was saying something along the lines of, Jesus WAS god and Jesus Created the universe, And I told them That, Jesus was Gods son, A creation of God, And the next thing you know, a mod was telling me, If I didn't believe Jesus was the eternal creator of the universe, then I was not a Christian and did not belong there. <-- to some Christians, that may make sense, But, I was raised differently I was raised to believe, Jesus was the Son of God and that Jesus worshiped God and Jesus was not equal to God But rather a Servant of God. So, Those particular Christians, Called me not a Christian and banned me for this. I know none of this is an important conversation fodder. It just blew my mind is all.


I will as always sort all of this out and be fine IF even at the end I am not some great victor, How can the battle have such high steaks? What blows my mind is how It's now detrimental to have unpopular opinions, it's like the net is becoming I don't know, Forceful toward people. Like Facebook and twitter banning people for their Political views, It's like, Having personal views is now a thing people get punished for.


Sigh, Maybe The net isn't a place for people that truly value the integrity to speak their own mind and not echo chamber? Maybe I'm even making too big a deal out of this.

I'm only saying a person finally has enough shoe prints on their face is all. :/

 

[Toroid]

There seems to be gods between us and First Source and/or Prime Creator. If the Annunaki genetically engineered us from their DNA and a primate's are they our god(s)?

 

[Shadowprophet]

There seems to be gods between us and First Source and/or Prime Creator. If the Annunaki genetically engineered us from their DNA and a primate's are they our god(s)?

I'm between a rock and a hard place with it. Of course, I believe the things I've read and the science I've studied.

I've come to the conclusion that it seems like, A lot of people online, Not everyone, But I'm just saying commonly, It seems like people are looking to find faults in others. To me, If God turned out to be An Annunaki That wouldn't profoundly change my heart. I'm open to others input.

Look at me, lol I'm one to talk about people wanting to argue lol, I'm only saying, At this point, I'm beginning to wonder if people even care why they are bickering and arguing anymore? It just seems like half the population want's to find fault with the other half and it's just a chaotic mess.

I'm so glad I'm a hermit.

 

[Rikki]

My husband told me to look in on this thread.
I ask you go to my topic on Wicca even if you don't believe there is truth. Look into your self for God. I read the other topics. so many wrapped up in death and judgement. They forget how to live.


don't hesitate to send me a private message if you need further assistance.
Blessed Be
Rikki

 

[Shadowprophet]

My husband told me to look in on this thread.
I ask you go to my topic on Wicca even if you don't believe there is truth. Look into your self for God. I read the other topics. so many wrapped up in death and judgement. They forget how to live.


don't hesitate to send me a private message if you need further assistance.
Blessed Be
Rikki

Thank you, It's just been a confusing time for me, It's like a made a mistake in Judgment, And then from there, Everything just got worse. I'm not saying it's not my fault. I'm just saying, I thought I was poking a kitty cat not a nuclear bomb. At least this time in my life, This time was Way more fallout than I had imagined... I truly didn't see it coming, I Will heal, I will be fine, It's not my Ego that's harmed or my pride. What gets me is, I was so sure I was doing what was doing the right thing, And I really wasn't.

I need to figure out some way, To right the wrongs I've done, They were never intentional.

 

[Kchoo]

Thank you, It's just been a confusing time for me, It's like a made a mistake in Judgment, And then from there, Everything just got worse. I'm not saying it's not my fault. I'm just saying, I thought I was poking a kitty cat not a nuclear bomb. At least this time in my life, This time was Way more fallout than I had imagined... I truly didn't see it coming, I Will heal, I will be fine, It's not my Ego that's harmed or my pride. What gets me is, I was so sure I was doing what was doing the right thing, And I really wasn't.

I need to figure out some way, To right the wrongs I've done, They were never intentional.

Maybe in the overall scheme of things, it is not a mistake at all.

 

[Shadowprophet]

Maybe in the overall scheme of things, it is not a mistake at all.

Good morning brother Kachoo, Right now, All I know is, It feels like yesterday was a million years ago. I had a good nights sleep, and today, There are no headaches, And I feel, pretty much, better than ever.

I hope that lasts.