nivek
As Above So Below
The descriptions are but fragments as the freshness still remains, having plenty of time free this week I spent a better part of this day today meditating over various particulars...There was always an unbroken connection, at any moment with focus I could be fully aware of my physical surroundings in the room at home in which I began this venture, although having no concern to the passage of physical time...
It was not painful in the beginning during the transition or departure to this first place like it was coming back and this first place appeared and felt like a boundless space filled with a clear radiate fluid, energizing a comfortable feeling but not mesmerizing nor overwhelming, the radiate but subtle energizing light from this fluid was all around with no particular source, like air around us now, it was not penetrating, there was a distinction between myself and the fluid surrounding...
There were others here and other things I cannot describe, I could not see them but just a slight shimmering of movement for lack of a better description but this space was full of other things...For one thing I can describe that was all around spread out and some in groups were these sparkles of brighter lights, small sparks manifesting and disappearing, moving independently in some cases and also in groups following one another...They all appeared exactly the same unchanging in form but changing in quantities, manifesting and disappearing and with the same illumination...Which each sparkle there was transmitted a ripple of sorts in this fluid like space moving out in all directions and shortly smoothing out...
I heard something far off in the distance, my dog bark a couple times, which then made me do a quick assessment of my thoughts and emotions...I sensed no danger at this place, my mind was clear, open but skeptical to a point, I felt good and energized and was fairly certain what I was seeing and feeling is partially due to how I am processing it all, in other words a certain amount of subjectiveness is present no matter how objective I try to be and view...The other things I noticed here with me besides the sparks gave me the impression they were all doing their own thing, they paid me no mind and oddly I had no desire to attempt to approach not one of them, whoever they were...
Some sparkles of light were flowing in close proximity to me and looking closely I noticed they had tiny points of light within the center...This had my interest at the moment, there was one which was very close to me and it continued to stay around like it stopped moving, perhaps because I kept some of my attention towards it...As I looked straight at its center the sparkling engulfed me in a flash and I was looking into another place, like I was looking through a window...
I saw people walking from the left and from the right reminding me of a busy street of people, rows of them walking by each other...They looked like ordinary people dressed as we do today, then one stopped...It was a man stopping in the middle of all these people walking around him, he stopped in front of my view, turned and looked right at me and when he did he changed...His body was about three feet taller, orange and bluish skin with these rings of fog that moved from his head to this feet, pulsing wider around his waist and thinner at the top and bottom, he now was very thin and more orange on the top half of his body and light blue colour on the bottom half...
This was a very quick glance because as soon as he turned to look in the direction of me and changed he quickly approached towards me...I reacted quickly pulling back and again was back in this fluid space with that sparkle in front of me, it began to move away as my attention towards it quickly faded...I was not afraid but was startled thinking that it saw me observing...I moved away from that spot making some distance from where I was, I did not want to interact with that spark of light again but I was curious to do this again with another...
I saw a group of seven sparks moving together, three suddenly disappeared, another reappeared then four more disappeared one at a time...There was one remaining which I moved closer to it and focused on the tiny points of light in the center and instantly I was looking at another place once more, the same way, like through a window...This place looked like a large warehouse, there were injured people all over in this large room, people applying bandages to some, others were laying on cots or on the floor, families huddled together...Some people were crying, they all looked sad...I had the impression something like a tornado or hurricane occurred leaving many homeless...
After what seemed like a few moments something big walked by my view...It was dark in colour...I wanted to see it again but nothing, waiting and waiting then I saw something across the large room, a tall dark thing...It was hard to see because it seemed far off then another one passed into closer view...It was mechanical at least maybe partially because it had a thick textured skin like an elephant but with technology attached to it...I didn't see its face right away, it was tall though and they were checking out the various people around them but it was like the people didn't see them...
Not one person acknowledged these things, I can't explain it, no one bumped into these things and these dark things freely moved about unnoticed...I only saw three of them in total, they had a big head, almost square-ish with curved edges, I cannot remember their hands or what was in their hands, but they were holding something...The technology was black with very dim filaments of light flowing in spots...
When I saw the face their eyes were big and black but more like goggles, their eyes glowed with a subtle whitish light through a black tint...I see why their eyes glowed because when eventually one passed by me very close, I looked quickly to see there was something inside their heads, like a whitish fog or form...The head seemed to be a container for this fog or form, that was all I could see through those big eyes...
I 'stepped back' and was again in the fluid space and that spark began moving on its way as did the first one...
It was not painful in the beginning during the transition or departure to this first place like it was coming back and this first place appeared and felt like a boundless space filled with a clear radiate fluid, energizing a comfortable feeling but not mesmerizing nor overwhelming, the radiate but subtle energizing light from this fluid was all around with no particular source, like air around us now, it was not penetrating, there was a distinction between myself and the fluid surrounding...
There were others here and other things I cannot describe, I could not see them but just a slight shimmering of movement for lack of a better description but this space was full of other things...For one thing I can describe that was all around spread out and some in groups were these sparkles of brighter lights, small sparks manifesting and disappearing, moving independently in some cases and also in groups following one another...They all appeared exactly the same unchanging in form but changing in quantities, manifesting and disappearing and with the same illumination...Which each sparkle there was transmitted a ripple of sorts in this fluid like space moving out in all directions and shortly smoothing out...
I heard something far off in the distance, my dog bark a couple times, which then made me do a quick assessment of my thoughts and emotions...I sensed no danger at this place, my mind was clear, open but skeptical to a point, I felt good and energized and was fairly certain what I was seeing and feeling is partially due to how I am processing it all, in other words a certain amount of subjectiveness is present no matter how objective I try to be and view...The other things I noticed here with me besides the sparks gave me the impression they were all doing their own thing, they paid me no mind and oddly I had no desire to attempt to approach not one of them, whoever they were...
Some sparkles of light were flowing in close proximity to me and looking closely I noticed they had tiny points of light within the center...This had my interest at the moment, there was one which was very close to me and it continued to stay around like it stopped moving, perhaps because I kept some of my attention towards it...As I looked straight at its center the sparkling engulfed me in a flash and I was looking into another place, like I was looking through a window...
I saw people walking from the left and from the right reminding me of a busy street of people, rows of them walking by each other...They looked like ordinary people dressed as we do today, then one stopped...It was a man stopping in the middle of all these people walking around him, he stopped in front of my view, turned and looked right at me and when he did he changed...His body was about three feet taller, orange and bluish skin with these rings of fog that moved from his head to this feet, pulsing wider around his waist and thinner at the top and bottom, he now was very thin and more orange on the top half of his body and light blue colour on the bottom half...
This was a very quick glance because as soon as he turned to look in the direction of me and changed he quickly approached towards me...I reacted quickly pulling back and again was back in this fluid space with that sparkle in front of me, it began to move away as my attention towards it quickly faded...I was not afraid but was startled thinking that it saw me observing...I moved away from that spot making some distance from where I was, I did not want to interact with that spark of light again but I was curious to do this again with another...
I saw a group of seven sparks moving together, three suddenly disappeared, another reappeared then four more disappeared one at a time...There was one remaining which I moved closer to it and focused on the tiny points of light in the center and instantly I was looking at another place once more, the same way, like through a window...This place looked like a large warehouse, there were injured people all over in this large room, people applying bandages to some, others were laying on cots or on the floor, families huddled together...Some people were crying, they all looked sad...I had the impression something like a tornado or hurricane occurred leaving many homeless...
After what seemed like a few moments something big walked by my view...It was dark in colour...I wanted to see it again but nothing, waiting and waiting then I saw something across the large room, a tall dark thing...It was hard to see because it seemed far off then another one passed into closer view...It was mechanical at least maybe partially because it had a thick textured skin like an elephant but with technology attached to it...I didn't see its face right away, it was tall though and they were checking out the various people around them but it was like the people didn't see them...
Not one person acknowledged these things, I can't explain it, no one bumped into these things and these dark things freely moved about unnoticed...I only saw three of them in total, they had a big head, almost square-ish with curved edges, I cannot remember their hands or what was in their hands, but they were holding something...The technology was black with very dim filaments of light flowing in spots...
When I saw the face their eyes were big and black but more like goggles, their eyes glowed with a subtle whitish light through a black tint...I see why their eyes glowed because when eventually one passed by me very close, I looked quickly to see there was something inside their heads, like a whitish fog or form...The head seemed to be a container for this fog or form, that was all I could see through those big eyes...
I 'stepped back' and was again in the fluid space and that spark began moving on its way as did the first one...