Vanity and Egoism

Discussion in 'Social Hub' started by Georgek, Jul 16, 2019.

  1. pepe

    pepe Celestial

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    Met a bloke in a pub one night, had a face only his mother could love. In walked this beautiful creature and he called out over here sweetheart. I did a double take at him and laughed out loud in his face, right up to the point she arrived by his side. Then he laughed out loud in my face and she asked what the joke was. I was speachless and he wispered something in her ear and she laughed like a drain.

    I stayed with them for a few hours and this guy just had something about him when you got to know him a bit.

    Charisma.

    Anyone here know what I look like ?
     
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  2. Kchoo

    Kchoo At Peace.

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    Just like your avatar, would be my guess...
     
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  3. pepe

    pepe Celestial

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    Jack is a far finer specimen than I.

    I did post a picture of myself on AU/AH when at the time quite a few were. Not sure if any of those few are here.
     
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  4. nivek

    nivek As Above So Below

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    I would be one of those few and saw a pic of you one other time besides that, if memory serves, if so that was around the same time, do you remember armageddongirl?...

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  5. nivek

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    That being said, my recollection of the images are fading, that was a while ago...I've changed quite a bit, mostly my hair, its long and haven't lost any of it...

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  6. pepe

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    Yes there was another one nivek, I was a peacock peacocking into my webcam.

    Of course I remember her, I flew like a peacock heading for the Midlands for a rendezvous. First time I met her I had trapped a nerve in my back and was dragging my left leg like a zombie. Yes a handful of times I met with her for the weekend.

    I didn't cut the mustard but I smoked a heap of weed up there, maybe if I had been a little sharper, who knows.
     
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  7. nivek

    nivek As Above So Below

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    I remember a picture of her that she sent me years ago, lovely woman, its been about seven years I think since I've spoken to her...

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  8. pepe

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    Nine years ago or there abouts. Long time ago. I have changed my physique, it was armageddongirl who had me pumping iron to shape up for the grand openning. Been pumping it ever since, everyday without fail so far. Rust all over my manhood.

    I tell you for sure, she will land on her feet. Just not in my backyard is all.

    Luck of the Irish has the one who sails in her.

    Still, they all turn into some sort of unseen nightmare sooner or later. Thing is I can see it coming a mile off now days.

    It's too late for change and just in time to notice the difference.
     
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  9. pepe

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    She was as nice as she looked too nivek. Yes it was about two years of knowing her online until I met her. I made her laugh I know that, it was all I had in the bag. Talking of bags, she asked me to pass her bag to her across the table and it was so heavy I said fuck in hell that's a weight, what have you got in there ? She looked at me, smiled and said rocks. I mean what are you supposed to say, all I could say was fair enough and laugh.
     
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  10. Georgek

    Georgek George

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    Hello 'ShadowProphet'

    This is very interesting. I too shared your your suffering as a kid. May even be bi-polar myself? Who cares...lol


    What is attaching itself to me? As I look towards your avatar tears swell up in my eyes. As a psychic they are not quite rolling down my face.At this stage I am cold reading you but the tears are not from the 'cold reading'

    I have never felt so much hurt for a long time. I want to write more but it is getting personal and involves someone else.

    Oh my God.....I can write a dozen pages...I am switching off.

    With you 'ShadowProphet' your emotions are so strong that lucid pictures in colour are forming.

    I am sure 'nivek' won't mind me saying this short sentence.....
    I can't see him! All I am getting is this charcoal effect smoke and faint image.

    Even if he asked me, I would not read him because his image is weak. 1/10.

    Yours is about 8/10 if not higher?

    This is because of all your emotion flying across.

    It is building up around you and stifling.

    Look how sensitive i was as a kid?

    I looked frightened.

    Talk soon

    Regards

    George
     
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  11. Georgek

    Georgek George

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  12. Shadowprophet

    Shadowprophet Truthiness

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    Thank you, bro,

    You have no idea how much I appreciate that. There has been a lot of pain and some loss that I was never able to process. For a long time, It made me bitter, Imagine a Version of me that was always in Flipped out mode... Luckily, At some point, My heart opened enough to realize, Everyone has pain. I never want to cause people pain.

    To be truly honest though. Yeah. it's been a rough ride for ole Shadowprophet, But, I got lucky at some point.
    After drownding for a very long time in Depression. Something just happened. In that pain, I was able to see, And I noticed I wasn't alone in there. Since that time, I've never felt alone. I can't always help when I have episodes where I flip. But Things like AE, Where there are people that really do understand. That helps more than anyone could imagine.

    I overcame a lot of the pain from the past, But, My true desire is to help people. I know there are other people with problems like mine, With hurt like what I've lived with. If I could just help some of those people. Then everything will have been worth it. Things that would normally destroy some people are things that I'm strong enough to power through. I would like to be able to teach that to people. Some day, If I ever get the opportunity. I will. :)
     
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  13. nivek

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    Yeah it has been closer to nine years ago...I used to have long hair when I was younger up until I joined the military and had it all cut off...Since those Navy years I had kept my hair short and many times around the house and whatnot I had been wearing hats...I got tired of wearing hats, had three and tossed them in the bin and decided to grow my hair out long again like it used to be and now it is and it feels great lol...I mention still having all my hair cause I'm getting older now and I've heard wearing a hat can cause loss of hair, don't know if that's true or not but not in my case...But really, in native american cultures its believed the hair is an extension of the nervous system and the soul, I know I feel much better about myself physically now my hair is long again and maybe there's a bit of vanity mixed in that too lol...

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  14. pigfarmer

    pigfarmer tall, thin, irritable

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    Hair is like heartbeats - use it up early and too bad, you get no more. I once had mountains of incredibly curly hair and now I have a whole lot more face to wash. Not shaved but what hair I have is buzzed right down. Very convenient actually and quite comfortable. Don't use shampoo, brushes or combs. Just a washcloth.

    Doesn't bother me at all but even in these days of over the top correctness bald jokes are the one comment about personal appearance that's still acceptable. Comments about how grotesquely fat people generally are anymore definitely are on the no-no list.
     
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  15. pepe

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    I recall your picture well nivek. I never knew it was the Indians who thought of this, I thought it was the hippies. I feel more approachable with longer hair but do have flat top every now and then,m when I'm feeling a bit two tone.
     
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