Hello kbarannikova,
I am sorry to be butting in here and perhaps you are correct that I should be minding my own business.
michael59, have you ever spent any time in a mental institution?
Don't you think you are being a little bit rude to Michael?
Sometimes it can be difficult to express what the mind sees and the brain does not.
We simply cannot just question what we see in our mind but just go along with it.
I am a psychic and have had this question poised to me many times and feel that it is not a loss of integrity because we simply do not understand our nine tenths subconscious.
I went to one of our houses in Eastwood today, and along the A608 felt that the house had either been burgled or invaded.
On our arrival we found electrics all over the place as the electrician who we felt had finished the job three weeks ago had not even started until last Friday.
It poises a question of reason as well as trust in ourselves in void of a logical explanation when it comes to intuition..
There are none.
Having said that, it works both ways and sometimes the intuition can be completely wrong. (it has rarely happened with me. )
You look towards your one tenth conscious and try and work out the nine tenths subconscious with a faulty mechanism and when it fails you ask if he had spent time in a mental institution?
I am not sure what answers you may achieve from Michael as this is between yourselves alone.
What does bother me personally by which I am showing empathy towards Michael, is that I too had this said to me, and it literally not very nice.
Mine is perhaps a little worse because some have stated that I ought to go see a psychiatrist, then told that they care and are trying to help me.
Wow....what love!
I think Michael is approaching my age, and it does get to a point where we do not care what others think of our ideas but certainly do care about who and what we are. As nobody wants to have to defend their intuition at the implication that our minds are defunct.
It takes away our whole being and brings a great uncertainty towards future reasoning like a label of endorsement of a failed unit.
Perhaps Michael is harder skinned than I am and I should be taking lessons from him...lol
Anyway 'kbarannikova', thanks for reading, as this is just my own personal thoughts
Regards
George