Kchoo
At Peace.
I am niether an experiment, or a test subject.. I am connected to them in former lives.. I was Lyran in one, and Pleaidian in another... I knewKchoo, did your visitors ever ride around in craft like that? From reading your book, I would expect them to be quite stealthy and not doing anything to be noticed unless they wanted it.
Kim in The Pleaidian life , her name was Bennie then... and I knew blonde semjase in both prior lives, A mentor in the first as a Lyran, and a lover in the pleaidian life... and that connection seems to have been a driver for contact with me... Blonde Semjase, in the current time frame, remembered me from a previous life, and found me when I was Four... sent Kim to help me me after that.. and Kim was my primary contact for several occasions.,. Blonde Semjase was less frequent visitor.. Toast and the blonde male were the facilitators for that...
They built a life with me, knowing that my lifetime here is comparitively short...
So it doesn't make sense that I am just a lab rat...
I will get to the bottom of this...