Shadowprophet
Truthiness
MY grandmother Has passed away, You guys will notice, I haven't gone on a three-week mourning spree with her as I had my grandfather.
I have no hard feelings toward her, IT's just, I only saw her maybe ten times my entire life, One of those times She brought me a Christmas present which was a radio assembly kit, which may have started my love for science. However, It bothers me that I don't really feel anything, And this isn't the shock. I may never be able to mourn this, I didn't really know her.
Someone, I need advice, Should I feel something? This is my grandmother. But She was a woman, Who preferred her solitude, She never once called me growing up ever, she never once came and visited me. I promise there are no hard feelings, But, Under these circumstances, Should a person feel anything? It's really like someone I didn't know at all has passed away. It doesn't feel like a great loss.
The only things I really know about my grandmother is, She is the source of my mothers high IQ. She has been through college maybe twenty-five times acquiring various degrees.
Her entire life she was so busy working and studying, None of us grandchildren really know her. According to my late grandfather ", she threw her entire life into college and nothing else really mattered to her not her children her not husband, nothing... I don't know how true that is, but I do know the only times I've ever met her was when She came to visit my mother, and then it was very clearly visiting my mother. That's only been about ten times since I was born.
I just feel like Maybe there is something wrong with me if I don't feel anything. She was my grandmother after all..
I have no hard feelings toward her, IT's just, I only saw her maybe ten times my entire life, One of those times She brought me a Christmas present which was a radio assembly kit, which may have started my love for science. However, It bothers me that I don't really feel anything, And this isn't the shock. I may never be able to mourn this, I didn't really know her.
Someone, I need advice, Should I feel something? This is my grandmother. But She was a woman, Who preferred her solitude, She never once called me growing up ever, she never once came and visited me. I promise there are no hard feelings, But, Under these circumstances, Should a person feel anything? It's really like someone I didn't know at all has passed away. It doesn't feel like a great loss.
The only things I really know about my grandmother is, She is the source of my mothers high IQ. She has been through college maybe twenty-five times acquiring various degrees.
Her entire life she was so busy working and studying, None of us grandchildren really know her. According to my late grandfather ", she threw her entire life into college and nothing else really mattered to her not her children her not husband, nothing... I don't know how true that is, but I do know the only times I've ever met her was when She came to visit my mother, and then it was very clearly visiting my mother. That's only been about ten times since I was born.
I just feel like Maybe there is something wrong with me if I don't feel anything. She was my grandmother after all..
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