Dont get this wrong.

Kchoo

At Peace.
I was at the movie theater earlier this week, and I was at Wal-mart also that day.
Ok.. I remind myself there is no room for jokes in this section as well.

Duely noted.

So, Soul drifter, do you have any thoughts on the images I posted?
 

SOUL-DRIFTER

Life Long Researcher
I have never posted this before here or at the old AU site, but back when I was about 7 or 8 I remembered an experience that I still cannot tell if it was imaginary or real.
I was at the Copps department store(no longer exists) in Oshkosh, Wis.. I was up front near the entrance door and my parents were going through the checkout I think. A strange tall man wearing a black trench coat and hat approached me and said something I have no recall what it was. He handed me something I cannot recall what it was either. He smiled turned away and he was gone. He no glasses and do not remember much about his face.
I have since really tossed it aside as imagination...but it is not one I am sure about so I occasionally still think about it to this day.
 

humanoidlord

ce3 researcher
I do not know what a tulpa is.
a tulpa or thoughtform is a fictional or mithological entity wich suddenly becomes real after a lot of people believe it
thats why you as fortean investigator sometimes see people who report in all seriousness that they saw santa claus!
I have no ambition to pursue what I consider subjective subjects such asastral travel, telepathy or dreams, any further.
what does that have to do with my question?
I am focusing only on actual event memories.
however its very hard to see what is a dream and what is a real experience thanks to your writing style, you do seem to have encountered several "indrid colds" in public places
 

humanoidlord

ce3 researcher
The books are published as fiction...

...
thats one of the reasons that i am asking that
in some places he claims his experiences are all real, in others he claims some are real but most are not and in some he claims they are all fictional
its very confusing, i don't know if he is a LARPer or a legit contactee
 

humanoidlord

ce3 researcher
I have never posted this before here or at the old AU site, but back when I was about 7 or 8 I remembered an experience that I still cannot tell if it was imaginary or real.
I was at the Copps department store(no longer exists) in Oshkosh, Wis.. I was up front near the entrance door and my parents were going through the checkout I think. A strange tall man wearing a black trench coat and hat approached me and said something I have no recall what it was. He handed me something I cannot recall what it was either. He smiled turned away and he was gone. He no glasses and do not remember much about his face.
I have since really tossed it aside as imagination...but it is not one I am sure about so I occasionally still think about it to this day.
ahah! i knew it!
looks real to me and very similar to what is reported at mothman prophecies
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
thats one of the reasons that i am asking that
in some places he claims his experiences are all real, in others he claims some are real but most are not and in some he claims they are all fictional
its very confusing, i don't know if he is a LARPer or a legit contactee

Fair enough.

Just know that it has been all of the above for me as well.
But I am done.

Thanks.
 

michael59

Celestial
Not the animals.. they are pets... it’s the thing in the darkness above ground...

What was in the box was a plan to help me remember her when the time as right... we played together when I was a boy... she expressed interest in things and I gave them to her... they wanted me to remember.

Mine did not admit to stealing human embryos or eggs.

This?
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Kchoo

At Peace.
but whats your current belief?
I do not know... I can report what I believe to have been real, not dream state, but physically real encounters with greys, Humans, since I was a boy, and when I was 42, reptillians, but those seemed to stop except for some small and insignifigant cameos after the lake house encounter about 10 years ago.
 

humanoidlord

ce3 researcher
I do not know... I can report what I believe to have been real, not dream state, but physically real encounters with greys, Humans, since I was a boy, and when I was 42, reptillians, but those seemed to stop except for some small and insignifigant cameos after the lake house encounter about 10 years ago.
thanks, this is exactly what i wanted to know
i think you need to put a disclaimer stating that in your threads
 

Kchoo

At Peace.
thanks, this is exactly what i wanted to know
i think you need to put a disclaimer stating that in your threads

I have always tried to make sure I wasn’t misleading, erring on the side of caution, by saying my exploration must have been dreams... and to fully explore it, I opened up to all aspects, wondering where fiction begins or ends.. But it is too much to open up to for a topic already bordering on insane.

THE TRUTH is, I could never say for certain I trust my experiences fit our reality, but If Aliens do exist, if that is what they are, and if any of my encounters are real, I can only acknowledge the ones that felt real in every sense to me. Those are very few. The encounters with a brunette through my life is real, we played together... BUT SHE ALWAYS REMAINED MYSTERIOUS TO ME... and the box of stuff she collected... no doubt the same person.... no doubt the same things she collected... and the lake house encounters... all very real to me...

THE Fiction was just a way for me to try to integrate it all... and I had fun exploring it and writing it. I am proud of it, but it is fiction.

Kchoo Experience, is fiction.

This thread will not be,but there is not much to tell.
 
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Kchoo

At Peace.
I think you are being a little too stricked/harsh.

This is not a courtroom.
It is okay. I appreciate the feedback, and patience, and attitude adjustments I have received.
So the box of things she collected seemed to serve a purpose to me, to tie it all together. I am pretty sure that was the plan all along. There isn’t much to tell beyond that. It set my imagination in fire. I tried to use meditation. I tried to learn to astral travel, I sought to find ways to teach myself telekinesis, and Telepathy. I explored dreams and wrote down what I saw...

I used intuition, tried to explore the library of universal knowledge....

I looked for them... Searched crowds, hoping brunette would be there.

I wrote everything down, even if It was delusional, but thought that was understood, only to find out that It was being followed as if it were real...

So I labeled I as fiction, again and again, hoping to complete my journey... and I did.
 
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