You know.

[Shadowprophet]

That's the problem with the world, isn't it? We have all become too connected. So much so, that to us. our point of contention hangs on what the other individual thinks of our opinions.

I remember a time when what I thought didn't mean anything to anyone. Now in this online world, I can make the worst mistake a human can do online all before breakfast just expressing my opinions on Rosanne Barr. But that's not the world I live in, What I think today. May not be what I think tomorrow, So when I'm not stuck in my own thoughts. Why should someone else be? We should all let others be themselves, If we don't we don't really ever know anyone truly.

 

[Shadowprophet]

I'm just saying. I care about people and I care about what they think, But my life got a lot better in every way when I stopped fighting and striving with people, No one has to ever do that. No matter what the other person says or thinks. You can just overlook it like it wasn't even said. It's what I do, And let me tell you, it works really well.


Plus I really like that song, It doesn't get enough play.

 

[spacecase0]

I have been told by many that my issue is that I am not connected enough
when others ask who I am I tell them that I am an earth human, 100 percent normal in every possible category.
turns out that no one thinks I am telling the truth
seems as if there is some sort of this divided we separate into
is that what you are taking about ?
by the way I did not watch the video, google (youtube) only sometimes matches things like d-diB65scQU with something
at least there is no question of I or i, or 1 or I, or 0 or O, or all kinds of thins you need a proper font to tell
so could be that I just can't seem to find the correct thing with no description at all

 

[Shadowprophet]

I have been told by many that my issue is that I am not connected enough
when others ask who I am I tell them that I am an earth human, 100 percent normal in every possible category.
turns out that no one thinks I am telling the truth
seems as if there is some sort of this divided we separate into
is that what you are taking about ?
by the way I did not watch the video, google (youtube) only sometimes matches things like d-diB65scQU with something
at least there is no question of I or i, or 1 or I, or 0 or O, or all kinds of thins you need a proper font to tell
so could be that I just can't seem to find the correct thing with no description at all

If any of us were asked the important questions like, What am I. What Do I stand for, What Do I believe in, What Do I Care about, What would I protect. I won't Mislead you Spacecase, I was once you. I didn't know who I was. But Ask yourself these questions, Long enough. And You will have a pretty good idea

 

[spacecase0]

I'm just saying. I care about people and I care about what they think, But my life got a lot better in every way when I stopped fighting and striving with people, No one has to ever do that. No matter what the other person says or thinks. You can just overlook it like it wasn't even said. It's what I do, And let me tell you, it works really well.


Plus I really like that song, It doesn't get enough play.

my largest challenge in life right now is my neighbors,
have some each direction
the ones to the south worry me the most,
set an alarm for 7:30 when then trash is suppose to be out there before 7:00AM
they struggle with almost every aspect of life...
nothing I can do as they already know everything...
the neighbors in all other directions are way worse.
so, I am kind of curious what striving with people means to you ?
I have all but given up on them, but like to think that I still have hope

 

[Shadowprophet]

my largest challenge in life right now is my neighbors,
have some each direction
the ones to the south worry me the most,
set an alarm for 7:30 when then trash is suppose to be out there before 7:00AM
they struggle with almost every aspect of life...
nothing I can do as they already know everything...
the neighbors in all other directions are way worse.
so, I am kind of curious what striving with people means to you ?
I have all but given up on them, but like to think that I still have hope

I live in a very tight suburban area. So much so that at times, My tv is so loud it bothers the neighbors. Those are not Healthy living situations. I know because I'm in that situation, Some people, Like me and maybe you, Need more space and fewer neighbors.

 

[spacecase0]

If any of us were asked the important questions like, What am I. What Do I stand for, What Do I believe in, What Do I Care about, What would I protect. I won't Mislead you Spacecase, I was once you. I didn't know who I was. But Ask yourself these questions, Long enough. And You will have a pretty good idea

I have asked all that sort of questions
pretty sure I know who I am
I am a dot of consciousness, likely like most all others

 

[Shadowprophet]

my largest challenge in life right now is my neighbors,
have some each direction
the ones to the south worry me the most,
set an alarm for 7:30 when then trash is suppose to be out there before 7:00AM
they struggle with almost every aspect of life...
nothing I can do as they already know everything...
the neighbors in all other directions are way worse.
so, I am kind of curious what striving with people means to you ?
I have all but given up on them, but like to think that I still have hope

I wasn't trying to avoid the question, But It's just what it was. I was once a creature of pure ego, I had studied and I knew beyond a doubt I wasn't wrong, and no one anywhere could best me in the debate. By striving with others. I was constantly hurting other people to make myself look good. only I made myself look bad. And shitty. And I was shitty. And there was no excuse, Being smart and knowing something and having a point of view doesn't make someones opinion on a subject more valid. Not when it's all an opinion, to begin with. you know? The universal view of any subject at its core is mostly undecided. Basically, in the past, I've been an asshole, I'd like for people to know the version of myself that realizes I'm not young anymore, I don't want to fight anymore.

 

[spacecase0]

I live in a very tight suburban area. So much so that at times, My tv is so loud it bothers the neighbors. Those are not Healthy living situations. I know because I'm in that situation, Some people, Like me and maybe you, Need more space and fewer neighbors.

the ones to the south I invited and offered free housing, family can be annoying, but at least they are not hurting me much.
the ones to the north are thieves. (and every sort of criminal possible), the law takes years to deal with that sort of thing, but I suspect they will be gone at some point.
the ones to the west hate the ones to the north and apparently don't get the land where I live sold over a year ago...
most of them seem to have forgotten that they are a spirit having a human experience

 

[spacecase0]

I wasn't trying to avoid the question, But It's just what it was. I was once a creature of pure ego, I had studied and I knew beyond a doubt I wasn't wrong, and no one anywhere could best me in the debate. By striving with others. I was constantly hurting other people to make myself look good. only I made myself look bad. And shitty. And I was shitty. And there was no excuse, Being smart and knowing something and having a point of view doesn't make someones opinion on a subject more valid. Not when it's all an opinion, to begin with. you know? The universal view of any subject at its core is mostly undecided. Basically, in the past, I've been an asshole, I'd like for people to know the version of myself that realizes I'm not young anymore, I don't want to fight anymore.

I get what you mean now,
striving with my neighbors at the moment would mean committing fraud and drug dealing with glee.
I very much dislike being treated as a horrible person for not doing "good" crime
I have been trying to do good my entire life,
am old enough to get that things are not going to change now
guess the more I learn how I have been abused in every possible way, the more I don't care how others are upset by this
i sure don't want to fight,
but I also don't want others to go through what I did.
and the older I get, the less I care about fitting in, and less about how I just "need to go with the post logic era"
do these people even get what giving up on logic gets them ?

 

[Shadowprophet]

I get what you mean now,
striving with my neighbors at the moment would mean committing fraud and drug dealing with glee.
I very much dislike being treated as a horrible person for not doing "good" crime
I have been trying to do good my entire life,
am old enough to get that things are not going to change now
guess the more I learn how I have been abused in every possible way, the more I don't care how others are upset by this
i sure don't want to fight,
but I also don't want others to go through what I did.
and the older I get, the less I care about fitting in, and less about how I just "need to go with the post logic era"
do these people even get what giving up on logic gets them ?

No, I get what you mean. The Guy that lives across from me, Buys his Meth and pills from the Guy across the street from us. I know this of course because I've been their neighbors for six years.

There is a form of street wisdom in my area, We keep our noses down. Yeah, I know what they do, But I'm able to coexist with them. Because We all have too, Street wisdom is knowing when not to stare for too long. really.

 

[spacecase0]

by the way, Shadowprophet,
you are fantastic,
by reading your posts, pretty sure if we don't agree, it is for some trivial reason

 

[Shadowprophet]

by the way, Shadowprophet,
you are fantastic,
by reading your posts, pretty sure if we don't agree, it is for some trivial reason

I appreciate it. Thank you very much I didn't just wake up who I was, I had to grow into me. It took too long really.

 

[spacecase0]

No, I get what you mean. The Guy that lives across from me, Buys his Meth and pills from the Guy across the street from us. I know this of course because I've been their neighbors for six years.

There is a form of street wisdom in my area, We keep our noses down. Yeah, I know what they do, But I'm able to coexist with them. Because We all have too, Street wisdom is knowing when not to stare for too long. really.

so,
I here gunfire daily, and this is from the better neighbor, the one that pretends to ignore me.
he has no idea that he has 5 neighbors that he has fences with, I am 3 of them...
the land sold and he seems to blame me for the crimes of the criminal neighbors
the criminals are under no trespassing orders, yet they keep showing up here (sadly when my cameras have faield)
the others are just learning in life, they need help, and I am doing my best.

 

[spacecase0]

I appreciate it. Thank you very much I didn't just wake up who I was, I had to grow into me. It took too long really.

things like taking time...
it all takes time,
quite to the annoyance of to anyone after then have spent all that time

 

[Shadowprophet]

so,
I here gunfire daily, and this is from the better neighbor, the one that pretends to ignore me.
he has no idea that he has 5 neighbors that he has fences with, I am 3 of them...
the land sold and he seems to blame me for the crimes of the criminal neighbors
the criminals are under no trespassing orders, yet they keep showing up here (sadly when my cameras have faield)
the others are just learning in life, they need help, and I am doing my best.

The situation I live in isn't like that. I've only heard gunfire maybe three times since I've lived here and it's always been the same neighbor in his backyard target practicing. I have to tell you truthfully. For fear of my family's safety. I'd have to report the gunfire to the police. Every time, Without fail I don't play around with my family's safety. I would report the gunfire brother.

 

[spacecase0]

reporting gunfire here is totally pointless
if I could pin down one neighbor as to what the other said, I could prove it is not legal...
but I have no structure in the one direction of him, so I guess that what he is doing is potential legal
he only has line of sight from where he is reportedly shooting to a very critical water tank of mine.
past that he is said to be shooting squirrels,
would seem by the amount of gunfire that the squirrels are safe enough...
and if he takes aim at me, it would seem that I would take him out weeks before he ever hit me.
him starting a fire with the gunfire is the largest risk I have here, but my house is metal and his is wood.
so, pretty sure I have no need for intervention.

 

[spacecase0]

if he is stupid enough to hit my water tank, I would have the evidence to be rid of my misled neighbor for quite a long time.
water is critical here, but I would take the trade off.

 

[Shadowprophet]

reporting gunfire here is totally pointless
if I could pin down one neighbor as to what the other said, I could prove it is not legal...
but I have no structure in the one direction of him, so I guess that what he is doing is potential legal
he only has line of sight from where he is reportedly shooting to a very critical water tank of mine.
past that he is said to be shooting squirrels,
would seem by the amount of gunfire that the squirrels are safe enough...
and if he takes aim at me, it would seem that I would take him out weeks before he ever hit me.
him starting a fire with the gunfire is the largest risk I have here, but my house is metal and his is wood.
so, pretty sure I have no need for intervention.

I don't know what it's like to be in that exact situation. This makes me think about things like security. And the Value of a good nights sleep. In my situation. When I close my doors. I know that I and my family are safe, at least I strongly hold on to that illusion. I don't know If I could live in that way brother. I don't mean any offense. I'm a weird person, Very weird. I need to be able to close my door. and know that on the inside of that door. that whole world belongs to me, and nothing will be getting in that I don't want in. I'm a weird person, some people call it, Bipolar, Others call it schizophrenic, One guy tried his damnedest to label it as high functioning Autism. It may be. I see science in ways. I know others don't usually. But that's beside the point. I would go crazy and not be able to function if I could not have that absolute peace and privacy brother I know because it's happened before.

 

[Shadowprophet]

if he is stupid enough to hit my water tank, I would have the evidence to be rid of my misled neighbor for quite a long time.
water is critical here, but I would take the trade off.

Why is moving away not an option brother? It all sounds like a bad deal from the start