I'd add, that the most amazing thing about all of this, is that the average person doesnt even care about UFOs. They don't care. As long as their Prime order arrives and they can play with their cell phones. With skeptics and UFO folks at least, it is kind of like artists creating art for other artists (and not the public) because at least they can appreciate it fully or even care about it. I've even had people tell me they don't want to know! I used to make UFO presentations at the local community center to groups of 30 - 40 people, and I met experiencers and skeptics alike. Again, most people seem not to care very much, as it doesn't affect them and they will never see one themselves, and they know that.
So, it is alienating to go through the rest of your life with deeply affecting experiences which are just a bizarre, crazy story to most people. And then you are sandwiched between skeptics on one side and folks who really do have a few bolts loose, on the other. And that's when you consider the possibility that Scotty is actually repairing the transporter, and by the love of god, could beam you up.
...But Scotty doesn't ever come through, and should be court- martialled. So I am now to the point of not talking about UFOs unless someone asks about them. I have come to the conclusion after a lot of thought, that I would like to see them again before I die. I don't know if that will happen.