I have some trouble with a case I can"t seem to understand. Before someone die I go in to this horrible portal of red neonlight and sometimes someone (spirit?) tells me someone is going to die. some weeks ago I began worried and got the same message and i prayed " let noone die" and the mysteriousvoice told me it was someone i loved very much. At kundalini Yoga I was sad and told them about the warning, but nothing seemed to happen. and I hoped " yes. The prayer is working- no one i Love died " Then last evening a lady told me " The horse died some weeks ago. Problems with the stomach. " I used to ride that horse when I had suicide problems and skipped schools and study for healing instead. what is happening? Is there spirits killing those I love and then tells me? Is it a result of african voodoo? Anyone who knows? I cry sad! I want to be warned of happy things - like " someone you love is going to invite you out" or something like that.