Ive been an Atheist since my early teens when I saw the contradictions and bullshit in all religions.Funnily enough,I've never cheated or ruined marriages because that would make me feel bad and I like to feel good.I don't behave in a decent way to impress a sky daddy and get to join his gang!. I do it because I believe it's the right thing to do.My family is religious my friends predominantly atheists.So when someone starts telling me that my friends are going to hell if they don't kiss some insecure,petulant,spiteful,vengeful and psychotic gods arse I'm going to ridicule them and anyone else who tries to preach nonsense to me.
Spirituality is tricky, I try to do these things for myself, But some people that believe, Believe we can't do it alone and have to do it for others. My thing is, I've always been a person who is happy with solitude. I like being by myself and having my alone time, it makes me happy, But according to what I believe. I literally have to evangelize, spread the word, Or I'm just flat out in the wrong. I don't agree with everything my spirituality teaches. In fact, I disagree with some of it.
But I believe in this brand of spirituality, And I not only agreed to it, but I am also baptized into its rules. There comes a time, sometimes in spirituality, When it's no longer about how a person feels or what they agree or disagree with. It just rules that we promised to try to follow. and if we don't then we are doing it wrong.
I don't mean to make it sound bad, But, I don't like arguing with people, I barely like talking to people, To be in a situation where I absolutely must spread the word and uphold the honor of the beliefe at the cost of making people bitter. It bothers me.
People think I just like to cause Drama over Christianity. That's not the truth. I'm doing what I promised to do, What I have to do, To honor the promises I made.