michael59
Celestial
I can't tell 22 if you enjoy your ability or not, from the outside you seem fortunate to be able to do it, but then I have not experienced what you have. But I wish I could have experiences like that, I get tiny, fleeting glimpses over the years. Just enough to make me want more, but not enough to satisfy what I need or maybe want. But as I get older, I realize that popping pills, and smoking dope, excessive drinking, all of that stuff, is really just pointless. In a way its sad because at least when you believed it would help you could kid yourself into enjoying the experience. But I still long for some profound experience to give me hope that there is something more to all this. That's why I gravitate towards the D.M.T. But I just can't risk it while I work here.
But I would love to wait till mid summer, walk far from anywhere and take some at sunrise over a beautiful view.
From what I have read the experience for most people is life changing.
I spent hours researching after reading your post. I think I would like to try D.M.T. just for the experience.
There was one video that I watched where they said it was as though it knew everything and that made it board so it broke itself down into millions of scenarios and so it could kind of take a vacation from knowing everything. I don't think i am explaining it very well, but the point that I'm trying to make is that for about thirty years now, when someone would ask me what I thought about heaven. I would tell them that I believed when we die, we go to a place where we know all there is to know and can experience everything we felt we had missed while on earth. Then when we got board with that, we would choose to be reborn on earth and live a new life again. That way, when we pass on again, we are not bored because everything is all new again.