I hate it when people people ask me to watch their stuff, what if someone tries to steal it, am I supposed to fight them to uphold my word.
You pays your money you takes your chance.
Fighting and stealing and hate, No one is perfect, But the whole thing could have been avoided if someone never asked you to watch their stuff. I mean, On the flip side to that, There is service to self and service to others, I think that's part of what's wrong with me at the moment, Brainwashing of Social media poisoning, This life Google walked so many people into, The content creator life, That's not living a real life or being a real person.
Google showed us a way to make lots of money. And some of us really did make a nice chunk of change, But it comes at the cost of anything that remotely symbols humanity or normal human interaction. Something people need to understand is when you become one of those content creators well, The ones google secretly interacts with to get them to the top, you are basically mentally reprogrammed, I was tapped because google liked the way I interacted with people, Google literally told me I have a way of interacting and engaging people that could take me really far. It's hard to explain, But our messages must be politically correct, They must reflect a marketable repeatable social manifestation, something that is not hateful and positive, Something that universally not just The UK and America can watch, Something that someone anywhere on earth can watch. When you become groomed to be accepted worldwide it does mess with a person.
The side you guys don't know about is the mental repercussions, When I become so worldwide politically correct, on the global market, That destroys my personal identity, Some people may be able to avert this, but if you really look around at the number of Social media content creators and correlate that with Mental problems you begin to realize, Google messed up a lot of peoples minds, Worldwide and when they realized they were harming people, Because I honestly think they didn't know they were, They began subverting content creators, isolating them and removing them small group by small group and letting the advertisers instead directly influence people rather than the people they groomed to Influence others. I was groomed, Others here have been groomed and they probably don't even realize it.
For a long time, I was never incredibly successful, When i started to become successful. because Believe me, If I hadn't stopped and applied myself when I did, I would have been one of those guys at 800k subs right now. But, the stress broke me very early in the game. Ultimately, What I'm getting at brother Pepe is, The Internet is all about Mind control, I tell people I'm crazy, And people would rather hear that, than the truth,
The truth is, I am sane, But everywhere you go online, You are being controlled, In what you say in how you act, in even what you think, Let me ask you,, Think of some Racist or dirty Joke you have heard in your mind. We are older people, To pretend we haven't laughed at a racist joke before. What kind of bullshit would that be? everyone knows, at one point or another you hear a racist joke and that shit is just as funny as any other joke, But, Even to admit we laughed at that racist joke in this atmosphere would make us racist in the public eye. There is no freedom, At all anymore.
Look I want to make some things clear, Nivek Isn't just a good person, He's a great person, He has given me opportunities to redeem myself when I absolutely did not deserve them. And other websites know, My loyalties are not purchasable, I will not ever, Betray Nivek, For any reason. So with that said, Even here at this site, We are limited in our speech, If not By societies rule. Then by the next guy who thinks he knows just a little more about the subject you are expressing so he comes through and knocks your sandcastle of a point completely down, just trying to prove how intelligent he is for claps applause and likes.
Freedom even in the most minuscule way, Does not exist,
Every interaction I have had and you have had and Nivek has had and Thomas has had and Everyone else has had, Has not been completed by free will. It has been counseled by a governed set of acceptable rules of what is okay to say and what is not, what ideas are okay to have and what is not. My thing is, I see the machine, I see it's machinations, It's a program we do because we are bored.
Eventually, after seeing the machine for so long, Nothing surprises you anymore.
It's a deeper kind of boredom, A subject with no surprises anymore, No frill. Nothing, and no reason...