Shadowprophet
Truthiness
I know, people have this idea, What's wrong with shadow, He's crazy open and just talks about everything with no reserve which is off-putting to some people. My personality is different, Firstly, You know my net handle, Less of you know my actual name or where I live, I could be so Open, And still, no one really knows anything about Darren.
So I never understood why people tend to be blown away at how open I am, I could literally tell everyone everything about me and no one would know me any better than they do now, I'm just a name in a list of names. So, Yeah, It bothers people that I'm so open and tell every last little detail of my life like it just doesn't matter.
But I ask you? Does it matter? I mean really it doesn't. Even If I told you everything you still wouldn't really know this person. People weren't there when I experienced my up's or downs, people weren't there when my home burned down, People aren't there when I jog on the treadmill. the truth is, These are just shared words, and people don't truly really know anyone, really no matter what they say.
So, It blows my mind that some people believe I'm too open, In an environment where anonymity is completely guaranteed. So please, know that When I'm so open, I don't do it because I'm insane, I do it simply because I'm great at expressing myself and pretty good at communicating with others, and with full knowledge that anything I say Ultimately really doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things.
So please don't think I'm crazy, because I'm so open, I just realize how futile and fruitless small talk really truly is. Now, With that Said, I am Bipolar, But I don't believe that's the entirety of the issue. I think my nerves are really really bad. It's like a jittery and sometimes angry feeling, and I know it's all nerves, My problem is, I don't like it one bit, but Nerve medication is not an option, I will never take pills. I don't like pills.
Does anyone know of any way to alleviate nerve issues that are really so severe I should be seeking medical help? I just don't want pills or drugs. There has to be another way.
So I never understood why people tend to be blown away at how open I am, I could literally tell everyone everything about me and no one would know me any better than they do now, I'm just a name in a list of names. So, Yeah, It bothers people that I'm so open and tell every last little detail of my life like it just doesn't matter.
But I ask you? Does it matter? I mean really it doesn't. Even If I told you everything you still wouldn't really know this person. People weren't there when I experienced my up's or downs, people weren't there when my home burned down, People aren't there when I jog on the treadmill. the truth is, These are just shared words, and people don't truly really know anyone, really no matter what they say.
So, It blows my mind that some people believe I'm too open, In an environment where anonymity is completely guaranteed. So please, know that When I'm so open, I don't do it because I'm insane, I do it simply because I'm great at expressing myself and pretty good at communicating with others, and with full knowledge that anything I say Ultimately really doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things.
So please don't think I'm crazy, because I'm so open, I just realize how futile and fruitless small talk really truly is. Now, With that Said, I am Bipolar, But I don't believe that's the entirety of the issue. I think my nerves are really really bad. It's like a jittery and sometimes angry feeling, and I know it's all nerves, My problem is, I don't like it one bit, but Nerve medication is not an option, I will never take pills. I don't like pills.
Does anyone know of any way to alleviate nerve issues that are really so severe I should be seeking medical help? I just don't want pills or drugs. There has to be another way.